how i experience life!!! now!!!!

I am new to this awareness!!!

I myself seem to incomplete in question with the existence of us as if i was not me my life I am living.
I started to find it in religion but i was not contented with un equal end different belief systems which does not apply
to all. I ask myself why is this... I started to study other religion where i find peace but not joy and happiness as one
i called my self talking to someone who i see as God as was my belief but is see a GOD who rationalize like myself
Why is my GOD not like there GOD why is this i ask again...

I was surfing the net and i saw a video on meditation and there i see a new way of belief common to many religions around... I wonder why my religion is not like this.. I Wonder....

I then therefore let go of everything my religion and my beliefs, as if i was a child born again with no knowledge of
anything on this earth i practiced meditation and i felt an experience never felt before as if it was new to me but familiar..
I found love happines, I learned that life is not about career it is about what you do to affect others and live the abundant
life that we lead. I then discovered the law of the universe and to my surprise there are also people that feel the question in their mind what is the truth what is our existance and i found that my belief was the same us them... I always thought that i was the only one that think like this in overwhelming reaction we are many and we are all the same all should be
like what we see life we must all love and live and abundant life...

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