I am no longer afraid ...

I used to be so afraid of the future and what is to come. I now know that my work here is what is meant to be. I have been called upon to help promote change on this Earth. I have come to the realization that whatever happens we may not all get through it the way we want to, for one reason or another. I don't want to sound like a martyr, because I'm far from it, but I have faced the fact that death is inevitable if we are not to ascend and if, in this lifetime, that is my fate then I will accept it because I will have lived my life knowing that I have done my best to awaken those whose hearts are spiritually crippled. I have thought about this a lot. The other day I posted a bulletin because I really didn't understand if ascension was just a pretty way of describing death or what it meant at all. All I ever heard was we would ascend. Now that I know that ascending doesn't mean dying I realize that we have so far to go, but I have opened my heart to endless possibilities and am no longer afraid, even if that means leaving this world. As my fear diminishes I feel stronger and more alive spiritually than I have ever felt. As some of you know I had gone through a rough patch a few weeks ago. That has passed for now, but each time I go through one of these phases I awaken to my spirit more than I ever thought possible. In the active phases of my spiritual quest I was having so many epiphanies and was filled with so much joy, then the darkness came. I was filled with fear & depression for weeks. The fear is what kept the depression thriving. When I let go of the fear it felt as though a cloud had lifted from overhead. It is as though everything that comes to me now is more wisdom filled and mature. There is no more fear, only love and realization. Just wanted to share. I am at the beginning of really understanding my spirit. I have always pretty much stayed on track with my values & morals (aside from my early self-destructive years), but now I have been given the gift of self awareness. It has opened my heart to endless possibilities and I am grateful. So I end this post sending out love, light & blessings.
Deb