The day I met MYSELF

For the last three days I was feeling pretty ill, I had this huge pain in my teeth, I tried healing myself with my favorite methods but that wasn't working well enough so I started taking pain killers.
When that didn't help I moved into even stronger pain killers, which killed most of the pain.

I couldn't sleep last night because of the pain, so I laid in my bed and did one of my favorite visualizations: I imagined myself sinking into mother earth, sinking deeper and deeper until I was in the core of the earth. I then went into the red sphere in the middle of the earth and asked mother to heal me. I'm a planetary Red Serpent so I like red energy... :)

I woke up in the morning feeling great, the pain in my teeth has almost dissapeared, and so I was able to just enjoy myself today. In the afternoon I felt strong enough to go out and have a nice walk in the nature reserve near my home. I went to my favorite meditation spot, over looking the harvested fields and migrating ducks.

I started my Merkava, the Drunvalo way, and when I got to the part where I start the heart centre I asked Arch Angel Yechezkel (Yechezkel means Gods Strength) to help me clear all the toxins left in my body from the pain killers.
After a while he came and then he taught me how to clear my body of toxins:
I imagined ball of golden light in my heart center. I felt the ball grow and grow and pushing all the bed energy out of my system. I then saw smaller balls of light in my other chakras and in my liver and kidneys, the balls of light grow bigger and pushed all the toxins out of my energy system.
Yechezkel then said I don't really need him anymore, so I thanked him and he left.

I then finnished the Drunvalo meditation and when my Merkava was all around me, I "connected" to my higher self:
I draw a purple Pyramid around my higher self. I then pulled that pyramid towards me, until it was "inside" my head.
I never really understood before, what people ment when they talked about the I AM aspect.
Now I know.

When I was walking home I imagined the purple pyramid going downwards in my body, first into the heart chakra, then into the lower chakras and all the way to mother earth. a strange feeling, maybe I was feeling those celestial chakras being activated. Who knows?

I came home feelign much better, my teeth still hurts me abit, but it was an interesting experience.
Now for some detox green tea and TV. :)