Little things

I am very grateful to be here, I feel blessed that somehow I don't feel lonely or at least not for long, I am thankful that I see the miracles in my children’s eyes even when they act out I am thankful for them being here and for them having a chance to experience what I have for even a few moments of "being" pure love. From the ants on the ground, to the clouds that shift shapes in the sky.... to the ill tempered woman at my job :) who...well entertains others. the tears that I shed,..the smiles that I shared, the food that I ate, the air that I breath... the knowledge that there is nothing on this earth that we need,... but everything is offered. The bad times, the good times..... the emotional rollercoaster’s.... the relaxing days under the sun.

I love it when I feel one with the universe..there is nothing like it and I want more of it... When or if I master riding my selfish and fearful ways.... I hope to teach others to feel this bliss,..this endless joy,.. this everlasting change of love..:) tangible light!

For all that is to come,... I embrace...the hard and the heavy,..if it shall be. I ask for angels to give me strength for when I lose my guts in this world....or my temper. I seek more compassion, a more peaceful heart,...and I am thankful to know that GOD WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON ME!! THOUGH I HAVE GIVEN UP ON HIM IN THE PAST.

I LOVE YOU GOD, ANGELS, MASTERS...ANYONE WHO LOVES ME IN THIS EXISTANCE! and even those who do not.:) I LOVE MYSELF... THE EARTH AIR WIND FIRE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE... I MISS YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY WITH YOU IN THE RAIN AGAIN

ALWAYS,..IN TEARS AND IN LAUGHTER

LIGHTWEAVER

TO THE PEOPLE WHO OFFERED HELP TO ME THUS FAR,...:) I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU,..THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING AND EVER LASTING LOVE..