What kind of person do you choose to be?
I am about to leave this site and the reason is that some people think they can throw shit in your face and get away with it by resorting to spiritual jargon, "well I'm so sorry you feel hurt but you must realize that the hurt is YOUR choice and therefore I am totally innocent, tehee". Is this the kind of person people here wish to be?? I have recieved many attacks on the internet and it is wearing me down tremendously, as I already have a disease that is incurable unless someone provides me with a new spine. Now I am not saying I will never feel better, in fact I feel better than I 'should'. However as soon as these things are known about me, I recieve truly sick comments from the healthy people about how I create my own life and it's all in my own head, to extreme boredom. People pretend to be experts on medical issues that they post articles about, and then offer unsolicited advice about how to treat these conditions. This I find truly horrifying and VERY scary. Is spiritualism going to be the new fascism that allows for anything to happen because it's each individual's "choice" whether they want to accept the provocation or not? Is it going to be 'survival of the fittest'? While there is some truth in the fact that we are responsible for our emotions, I see it taken to extremes, and that means no other version of the truth is acceptable. You can witness how the person who kept me awake all night because I had a premonition something evil was coming up, has now posted my private mail for everyone to see. I am as sick to my stomach as I have not been even once this summer though it's been heavy. Go on, read it, I don't care, I'll hang on the cross for you guys if that is what you want: http://www.lightworkers.org/blog/41947/a-spiritual-perspective-depressio... Just please realize, if you agree with this person, that he is violating my privacy in the most vile and revengful way. If you think all I want is drama, I can tell you that stress does incredible harm to me, yet I am willing to speak up if that will help others open their eyes to all the horrible things that go on in our world. You want to just think "if we all pretend hard enough, we'll all be lulling in Lala land soon"? I'm sorry, but that is what kids do. They play 'let's pretend'. Now I am not negating the force of the mind at all - but it is not pretense that I am talking about, it is INTENTION. All I am saying is that if you turn a blind eye to those who wish to harm others, you are a partner in crime. Yes, there are indeed choices to be made if you want to be a light worker. Is this who you wish to be? Thank you for all the things I've learned here and goodbye.