Feeling lost alot latley
Hello everyone,
I'm new to this forum but I've found some people who I know I will be able to relate to. I have just reopened myself up to my spiritual side and it's kind of been hitting me at warp speed. I began reading all that I could and trying to learn things as they came to me but latley I've felt like I'm at a stand still. I feel like I don't know what direction I need to go in and I feel like I'm waiting for the next big thing to hit me. I know I'm probably focusing way to hard on trying to find out where to go from here but I can't help it. It's all I seem to think about. I feel like I'm also alone. My husband although he is very supportive of my new path as he is the one who actually showed me my first video he isn't as intune as I am. He's kind of given in to his negative energy latley and I've been trying to kind of keep my distance because I tend to take other's emotions on to myself. I feel like I have so many questions that are unanswered and nobody to talk to about what's happening at the moment. I don't have very many close friends and the ones I do think I'm crazy whenever I start to talk to them about my spiritual path. I started doing yoga again with a woman who's a Reiki healer and a very inteligent woman when it comes to these matters but I don't feel comfortable talking to her about such things yet. When I attended my first class actually I had a feeling of exterme judgement coming from her actually which kind of turned me off to talk to her about myself and seeking her out for guidance. I just wish there was somebody around here I could meet with for coffee to talk about what I'm going through at the moment. As I'm writing this I just kind of felt something click. Latley, I've been thinking alot about my grandmother and feeling like I need to connect with her. She passed on a few years ago and I've been feeling like I have alot of things that I still need to communicate with her. I've probably been thinking about her alot latley because she was always the "sensitive" one in the family and always knew just what to say to help guide me in life. Sorry if this is sort of rambling I tend to just write what I am thinking at the moment rather than take my time and write out exactly what I need to get across. Can't wait to get to know all of you.