Looking for help

Posted May 23rd, 2008 by jasontroydoherty1973

Ascension talk

Personal email below if you have some ideas to share I would love to hear them.

To tell you about me I am a grounded family man with Martial Arts background. I go to work like everyone else but I am very open to new idea's and energy work. I have one son who is very gifted and one on the way that I have been told both are Rainbow Children and I am an Indigo or a Star kid.

Below are something's that have been happening after I meditate. But first I have done some investigating on Star Kids as when I get a reading done by someone they keep giving me the same out of this world information about what they see when they tap into my energy. I have confirmed this with over 20 different healers and readers, ranging from Channellings to Astrology. I like to make sure I am getting acurate info...lol

I also know to look within myself and I can't dismiss my own experiences.

The latest material that I resonate very strong with is your book as well another book about the explaination of Mayan 2012 date of the great shift in consciousness to come to fully understand our place that we are GOD experiencing itself in another. That it all comes down to conscious co-creation. That the human evalution is to become the Christ.

Symptoms up to May 2008 are below.

I usually get the tingling sensation a lot on the top of my head and recently an influx of energy in my whole body that it makes me not able to sleep or function properly thru the day. Electronic equipment not working properly or not at all, on my 3rd computer this year.

I get sensations of an energy moving in a circular forward movement up and down my spine as well I feel a spinning sensation almost out of body all of which happen when I meditate or sleep. I have had dreams of energy coming out of my fingertips but it felt very real as I think of it now I can feel it. I can always remember my dreams. Weird places I have been as well I have dreams of flying...running then jumping and flying to different places.

When I meditate I keep having different experiences like speaking a different language in my sleep as per my wife. I get flashes of light when I close my eyes I see intense swirls of colors, swifts of air across my body, head arms and face.

Increase sense of smell when I am outside Buzzing and high pitch sound all the time when I am in nature..

Missing time, days of the week come closer like Friday was just here but a whole week went by. I can predict when elevators will come, which one every time without fail. Parking spaces to be where I want them. Think of something I want then wait a week and someone gives me it for free.

Extreme synchronicities all the time think of a friend who I know lives on a certain street haven't talk to in 5 years then I see him that day. Then I think of him again and see him in another store then same day at another area of the city later in the day.

I get flashes of thought or ideas in crowded places (mall or walking down the street) when I pass people. Random things or all at once. Stuff I have no idea what it's about.

Extreme heat in my hands, top of my head and center of my chest. I get chest pains for no reason then they go away then same spot but on my back but feels like an opening. I am in perfect health and have no history of any problems with my heart.

I feel I have to control my energy and my thoughts as, I can manifest things just by thinking of them, small things happen instantly and larger things around max 30 days.

I have no idea of what this all means other than a couple of dreams and I see the numbers 9:11,11:11 a lot then multiple numbers like 1:33 10:10 or 12:12 with every combination of multiple numbers.

I had a vivid lucid dream and when I had the experience I felt a deep knowing as well I felt it come out of my forehead or third eye as a force of energy. I felt I could breath thru it. This experience was the most shocking and scary event to date, I know it was prompted by something or someone.

I string things together from signs I see on the street to words coming out of peoples mouth.

I am confused as I understand the 11:11 prompt is a wake up call and that it's to remember who I am. More of an urgent nature or not?

I go thru cycles of interest but keep coming back to it and I am wondering if I am confusing myself or is there a need for me to know all this information.

I am doing some trance channelling and I have had a very beautiful, orgasmic overwhelming experience. When I meditate and go into trance I seem to pull in an extreme amount of energy I have no words to explain other than it's like I went from 0-1000 thousand in a split second.

My body vibrated at very high rate of speed, buzzing in my ears, my hands heated up to a very high voltage. It was like the space shuttle taking off before count down....everything is shaking and the energy is increasing faster and faster.

Once I asked to turn down the energy I was able to center myself and come back. The first time this happened I was with a friend of mine who is a Reiki healer and it had taken him 45 mins to bring me down to stop shaking. His hands started to heat up.

To the best of my knowledge I met my higherself fully in my body or at least a fraction but the question I am asking is this safe. I am in control at all times but if you have any thoughts on this I love to hear.

I think I pulled in my light body but is this safe?

I have done this over 20 times now and it changes in the intensity and now it is super ice cold, from the bottom of my feet to the top of my head. I am not fearful actually I am very fearless....lol
I think it is a healing or an ajustment for things to come.

But I can control it, just not sure what is happening.

From my invenstigation of this shift into 2012 another civilizations had gone thru the shift before and I think they were called what we call now angels but even better alien energy, light beings.

When I get a reading, the person keeps calling me an incarnated angel or even better....ALIEN energy, that I have been here before, Ancient. Thy ask me if I have been to a space ship or met any aliens which I have not to my knowledge then they say in time you will....I say bring it on but nothing yet other than I see beings at the end of my bed sometimes, shadows as well I once saw a small light being beside me then it faded out.

So far out, I understand if is is to much to handle. I am super grounded and have no reason to investigate any of this but now I feel the shifts stronger and stronger.