My name is Serenity. I am an Angelic incarnated as a human, and have incarnated several times on the Earth Plane. I am a Shadow Walker (Light Warrior) who has embraced her "Dark Self". Shadow Walkers are the Light Beings that fight in the shadows, walk in the darkness, and carry on our missions for the Light. Think of us as the Secret Service of the Angelic Race. (That's the way I perceive it, anyways.) Though I do not necessarily "fight".. I do not wear armor, or carry around a sword, it's more of a metaphor for what I do.
I am one that likes to spread Light and Love wherever I go, but I can also be very cold hearted. I believe this is do to my warrior nature. I have a temper, and no I will not let that go. Like I said I have embraced my darker side, and I will not deny it to anyone. There have been plenty of times where my darkness was needed in a situation I found myself in. It has given me experiences and prepared me for whatever is to come.
I have a problem with people telling me what to do. lol Most especially when it comes to the fact that when I do show my anger, people tell me that I shouldn't be that way, that I should be filled with love and light. I Know Who I Am. I Am Me. We cannot all be "lovey-dovey-fluffy-bunnies". After all .. we are all just human, as my beautiful Iris reminded me.
So folks, that's me in a nutshell. I am tired of putting up a front that all could be fine and dandy, and "lovey-dovey-fluffy-bunny-sunshine-and-daisies" okay. You should get used to the fact that not all of us are Light "Workers" .. there are a lot of us "Warriors" out there, too. You know.. we're the ones that have they dirty jobs. We can't sit around and meditate and send out energy all day. Not that it's a bad thing, because believe you me, we need that.. but we can't all do it.
A recent quote: There are misconceptions out there that if one uses darkness in their spiritual paths then they are doing the deeds of the darkness and allowing them to control them. This isn't so. Everyone, to have an equal balance within themselves, must have a light and dark side. The darkness within you is not to be feared, but embraced. This is another aspect of yourself and one that needs to be acknowledged, for one cannot move forward completely if one refuses to see All of themselves.
Shadow Walkers:
I have been getting a lot of questions regarding Shadow Walkers of late. So here is what I know, so far. Shadow Walkers (as I told you earlier) are in the same "house" as Light Warriors. We are the Warriors of The Holiness (God, Creator, Source,etc) but are still different. We are a rare "breed" of Angelics. We still fight like Warriors. But we are the Warriors that fight in the shadows and walk in the darkness. We're more "home" there. Our natures can seem very cold and heartless at times. Some of us can be very blunt, others are quiet, and at times we love to be alone. It helps us gather ourselves, listen to ourselves. We like to be in the company of others of our kind, and see two sides of the same coin. (This is very true for me.) Like any Warrior, we embrace our Dark Side, and we use it. But we're not afraid of the darkness, we use it to our full advantage.
I hope that helps a little. Any further questions can be asked, and I will do my very best to answer.