Wave_Dancer's blog

Why is it so hard letting go of fear? It is a paralyzing kind of feeling and when it takes hold- it swallows me up- making it very hard to get away from it and feel calm again. I am working at 'believing' and opening my heart sending love into the world and sharing with the world- yet the fear creeps back in- undoing my work.

The last few days I stayed at our old house (we have another home in the city) - a stone country house built by my great-grandfather in 1896. It is adjacent to my parents property- the original farm- so we are blessed with beautiful fields and forests to wander through. I love the dragonflies that are flying around in huge numbers this time of year- butterflies, bumblebees everywhere.

I am heeding the calling of my angel advisors and starting in a new career direction- after working for 25 years in one place I am now moving on to a new career....it is exciting yet scary at the same time. Despite the scariness of it- I am feeling in my heart that it is the right decision and I am feeling energized by the whole prospect of doing something completely new and different.

These days I am spending much time immersing myself in the many writings of those who have found their way and now share it with others to guide them. I find much solace and comfort knowing that those who have gone before me have found the light and are blessed for it.