tanya's blog

Yesterday I went to a Mind Body Spirit Expo in my capitol city...I sat in a group healing session, which was really great, but it has raised questions for me. I am hoping that someone may be able to help me clear some things up...Firstly, what is going to happen in 2012? She said that 1999, to 2012 is 'timeless'?? She went into time speeding up, which of course I have noticed, but when I was listening to her, I was surrounded by lots of people chatting (the organisers of the expo had the stage in the food court?!?!) so I didn't get a full understanding of things. Any info to clear things in my mind would be accepted with gratitude!! Now the other thing is what exactly is a Blue Moon and how does it effect our time (energy, clearing/healing, manifesting). We have just had a full moon last night (not sure if that means everyone does???) I am in Australia (East Coast)...We are having a Blue Moon???

It has been along time since I have been to this site, let alone post something on it for all you beautiful souls to read. I suppose I have been very disconnected recently. Feeling very unmotivated. Hearing my higher-self, but refusing to listen, to the point of losing my spark. Not feeling worthy to allow myself to BE. Putting too much of myself into others and not allowing myself to recharge with the things that I enjoy which inturn make me ME! I am feeling a little better this past week, after seeing my Healer, who help clear some stuff and get me vibrating at my usual level. I realise that it is a constant journey of self discovery that we are on and at times it is all very easy. Lately it has been very hard and I suppose I am writing this so that I can start to take responsibility for my, I hate to say it, but my what seems to be a state of depression. A rut or a down period I suppose. I am excited to be climbing my way out of this dark time and the idea of being welcomed at this site lights my heart. I am ready again to soak up your wisdom and teachings and once again participate in this awesome community of light workers. Gosh! I feel lighter already!!!

I have been off-line for most of March and have felt major shifts in my energy levels. One moment I am feeling great, positive, the next tired with a sense of anger and frustration. I have really missed all of your wonderful guidance and am very happy to be with you all. Being able to come here and read your experiences, channels not only helps me on my path of spiritual exploration, but also the collective. I realise it goes without saying....I have just read the amazing Channel 'Message from the future' and it said that communication in the form of words, verbal and written, are not needed in Future Earth and the bizarre thing is I have made so many mistakes while writing this it's freaking me out!!!! (I am usually a great typer)!!!! Classic...they really are laughing at us!!!!!!!!!!

I have been thinking about Sacred Geometry a lot lately. I find it fascinating! The universe is continuing to expand, outwardly and all life mimics this pattern.
If this is the case, then we are not only an important part of the universal evolution, but it stands to reason that we are in fact a universe on our own. The words "so you think you are the center of the universe?", don't really ring true. You are not the center of the universe, but you are universe on your own. This leads me to the thought, that if we are a universe spiraling outwards, then our life experiences will no doubt have ups and downs, like a spiral...but never, ever the same ups and downs. As each experience shapes the next, we are learning and therefore you will never be put in a situation more than once. You may feel that the same lessons keep coming up to test you, but you will always have a slightly different perspective on any situation, therefore taking something different from that moment. I think this is a very interesting and important point because in knowing this, you can take responsibility for each moment and realise that reactions and emotions in a situation are there to learn from and then you can move onward and upward, instead of just spirally round and round, out of control.

I woke this morning to the most beautiful sound of rain falling from the magical sky. What a beautiful way to start my Sunday...then to top it off the sun came out and as the rain continued to fall, looking down the street the trees were coated with drops of gold. My little Angel Makahli was very tired this morning and has had his bottle and some fruit and yoghurt and back to bed for some dreaming. After reading a posting I have decided to use his morning sleep time, as my morning meditation. So in saying that I am off to float through the universe!!!