Spi's blog

Well, there is something outside of me that I'm noticing. And I sort of used that to notice what's in myself. Okay.. I always thought that if one doesn't have a hobby that person can't really do much. There are friends I know that know their limits, but they limit themselves in order to feel good and not pressured by anything.

I wrote this essay for Language Arts, as it is a grade. I didn't know what to compare and contrast, but this is told to me to be a deep one... You don't have to read it, but I like to post about it.

But if you read, if you have anything to add or comment... Please do!!

When I was young, I had a subtle huge interest in philosophy of changing the world and esoteric ideas.

There would be my teacher and peers communicating in class. I see the picture and words from my memory.. The teacher would say "What do you want to be when you grow up?" - Of course, I'm not sure if the teacher really cares or the other peers cares about one's choices.

Let me shed some LIGHT on this for all brothers and sisters here...

Okay, I have been seeing blogs about killing the ego and I do not recommend this at all.
An act like this will lead to stagnation which can harm your emotional health long termed.

On Thursday, my class and I were talking about our poems. I was up and it was my turn to speak.

VOICE
Volitional actions from our spirits
Opening our minds to new ideas
Inner strength comes from within
Caring for all
Everyone has the Voice, please speak it . . .
- Spi

"Love = Light and Light = Love
Love is knowledge, knowledge is love."

Have you ever wonder some weird habits when you were a very young child? I did, such as the "Light barrier" when I go to sleep at night. I would form this barrier around me for some odd reason. I see it as protection too, and I remembered that it is.

It was in `07 that I learned/remembered about light barriers.

Yup, full moon. I looked out the window, saw the white reflection of the car's window, and "Yup. Full Moon."

Yesterday I had a snow day, and this was a very special day for me because where I live haven't received snow in 4 years!

Hello. Welcome. I like to share the midi's I like to listen to. Hope you enjoy.. :)

http://willhostforfood.com/files/4439981/TOWN.MID
This one I found in my dad's old computer disk a long time ago for a game, it's called TOWN.
http://willhostforfood.com/files/5429382/FLOURISH.MID
This one I also found, it's called FLOURISH.
http://willhostforfood.com/files/699262/ONESTOP.MID

Last week, I got into an argument and my emotions got the best of me, obviously..
I started feeling weaker and helpless then, really down and hopeless. With the attitude of "Oh, what's the use? Forget this. Forget that. Forget me."
Have you ever got that? Do you have it right now?
WELL IF YOU DO, LISTEN TO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!