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So I dont write poems but I felt it with reading every one elses, and this little one crept up on me, just because I love my baby girl so so so very much.

My little blessing

From the day your arrival was announced
My world was turned upside down

My little blessing
Such a small blessing that made such a big bang

My little blessing
Brought me back to the beginning

So Iam at work today and I keep getting this nagging feeling to connect, someone has something to say. So I sat down at the end of the day and connected, now I havent been talking to anyone on the higher levels as I was feeling overwhelmed and I think something was trying to mess with me, plus I was getting tierd I was starting to think I was mad.

I have recently been following Project Camelot and a lot of David Wilcocks work on my own quest to understand the reality that I live within.

On my journey understanding what is real, what is the need for negativity, and how it all fits within my world,

Well I just thought I would ask if any one else is hearing static noise not all the time just late at night and early mourning.

And if any one knows what it is?

or

Do I need to get my ears checked?

hahahaha sometimes i think Iam going crazy.

My mom gave me a book by Stasi Elderedge called You are captivating celebrating a mothers heart.

But in order to get my point across on what it is i would like to say Iam going to have to give you some back round.

WOW this past shift was a hard one but what a small price to pay for this amazing new energy new vibration NEW EARTH

I battled right through December to January until just 3 days ago to let go of the past and move forward to no longer play into my old dramas to let go of the addiction to the dramas I played out day after day.

I remember a time when my home was the stars
I remember a time when I saw it all and was so happy that it was there so grateful

I remember a time when I was so happy, content and at peace amongst the light

I remember home
I remember the love
I remember the peace

I remember a time when pain and fear is a distant memory

I wrote a blog on surrendering myself to love and I had someone email me on there experience it was private so Iam not going to share their email but below is my response which I would like to share.

I find myself sitting here writing this as mechanism for me to understand what it is Iam going through at the moment.

I know the key to where I am is balance

I am feeling drained thirsty all the time and emotionally tiered from drama and more drama.

I can feel the imbalance within my physical and I can feel it focusing itself in the centre of my stomach.

Desire

de·sire
tr.v. de·sired, de·sir·ing, de·sires
1. To wish or long for; want.
2. To express a wish for; request

Desire holds the key to all our anguish, all our pain, it holds the key to leaving hell behind.