emelar's blog

so i'm thinking about channelers today. seems to me that there is a lot of discourse about the subject, so i'd like to offer some perspective.

once again, due to differences of opinion, we're having some drama on the site. i'm rather amused at this point! i've even been name called ~ how highschool!

just goes to show that even words of love can be interpreted as insults if someone wants it to be that way! even when the ppost starts out with a disclaimer of non-judgement, oh well!

it's none of my business what you think of me!

i want to thank you all for your support the last couple days, it makes it easier knowing that people care. i got some help from some of our family here and will be alright! please continue to send prayers of abundance so i can build my practice and have a more reliable income.

much love

emelar

i am in a financial bind right now, i haven't been getting any work lately and it looks like it's going to be this way until after the new year. i've bled my coffer's dry and can't keep running on empty. i've exhausted all my community resources and still i am like old mother hubbard (cupboard bare).

i've wanted to cry a lot for the past couple days and when i got here this morning, i figured out why: rememberance day. all the pain and suffering just overwhelms me. i can feel it hear it smell it taste it and 'see' it.

so, i've been thinking about the lightships a lot lately, i guess oct 14 is lingering in my mind? i need to pull a few threads together here, so please bear with me while i ramble, i promise it will make sense by the end!

i don't want to sound like im bragging, because im not. but i really want to share my evening with you all. tonight i was honoured with an award from an organization that i am associated with. this grant will enable me to continue my metaphysical education and support me while i continue the research required to complete my doctoral dissertation.

Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times
~ Aeschylus quotes

i'm so happy! i got my new web-site up today! still a lot of content to go, but it's a start. this one might actually get some traffic! if you want to check it out, go to www.icme.be

any input (good or bad) is appreciated, just be gentle if it's bad please!

many blessings,

emelar

there's so much gossip flying around here it reminds me of highschool! so many people pointing fingers, blaming, telling stories that aren't their own. it's very disheartening. and to what end? none. we have all lost. the most significant loss is that of a dearly beloved brother. and why? i don't know, it's none of my business, it's not my story.