divine1's blog

alchemy of the human spirit - kryon (book)
http://www.whitemagicway.com/orgonepyramids.html

Adderall. No more adderall. Shit where's my adderall?

I feel avidly awake today so I must state all my goals as fast as I can in <6 minutes....

-UNMARRY my current 'spiritual' wife who I must forgive and LET GO
-Let dude heal so then I can heal
-LET GO
-Turn red phosphorus back to GREEN phosphorus...
-HEAL
-get my mind back
-become emotionally sound
-MASTER imagination/visualization
-heal by december 22, 2008

and I'm OVERRRRRRRRR it. the last 3 years of my life that is.............feeling disrupted from my true soul service. It's been a while since i've felt at home yet i've been HOME all along........just fleetingly realizing it and somehow constantly forgetting my true nature!

What I want..........
to live and breathe consciously every microsecond of cosmic awareness
to break through this last barrier
to burn this dead old tree to make way for the millions to evolve it, the oak is dead but well alive in spirit
I will forgive and let go
I will full abundance into my life.......

So i'm really looking forward to november 11, 12th and especially 13th. Supposedly the stargate that the dark/dumbasses have been intrepidly using is closing (finally, should've never been opened in the first place) on the 12th. Also, the "God of Darkness"'s reign ends on the same day. So I expect really good things after this time. Plus 11.11 is a really special time anyway.

extremelyyyy polar. tri-polar at that. no more bipolarism for me baby......now if only there were 4 poles. Well there are, but they're upside down. but anyway I DEMAND that I be free by Halloween, or in fact October 30, 2008 because I'm SICK of being a mind program used by the illuminati or judgement character. We've ALL got to be sick of it by now. But hey it's not totally my fault.

Good game. IT's all overrrr....clap clap clap clap clap! Booyah! EXPECT BIG CHANGES THESE NEXT FEW DAYS! We are truly awakening. My <3 is thumping!!!!

update oct 20 2008....
wow what was i thinking? game ain't over yet....

so yeah, here's teh daily update from the master.
~we're still in an illusion
~the illusion is stuck in a delusion
~sound is inside out and music is backwards
~the JAW(s) is the temporary heart
~our triple flame heart is stuck in duality
~starcraft II will be the primest-omega game ever created

to find the flow. i have NO where to go. i don't even know how to say, GO AWAY, NEVER KNOW!. i've ruined my own destiny with spiritual blow. i'm learning how to sew. DOH. simpsons turned green and ever so mean. the holy trinity can't even recognize herself in all of this mess. welcome to the new world. as soon as trinity hooks back up to the matrix we'll be startin the clear fest.