austinsive's blog

When Daddy Moves
Everything

and Him and His
known
and i perceive
smally
OOOOOOO

a bride
who forgets
receives
becomes a child
who plays and needs

or a man saying
look what i can do!

remembering who is the doer,
swimming and drinking i
splash is small, and as your teardrop
thanking and helping here
splashing for you
opening exercising

and following big bro

I saw Lord Jesus Christ in a column of prayer like lightning going up and he in the middle. I was sad at what looked like he was stuck in there, but thought about daddy. As we embraced he leaned out of the column. We spoke and he said many things one of which was "I am only you". I returned this sentiment.

i thank You God for most this amazing
day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes

(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday;this is the birth
day of life and of love and wings:and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)

Dreamed from the Ground we built

and I in contemplation smally as just One (person)

archetyped much and like an I was not was Him but

am still. More of that journey as details rerise.

Much to be in this the time when meanings must be forged or sought

and yet the pre presence has been shown at once or many.

We will in this flux abide for yin and yang.

yesterday i sneezed/geeked out and the lights flickered! usually i can tell if i do it in reaction to (synchronized with) such fluctuations (i feel them a lot), but it was like i felt it in my nose first and i just wanted to share because it made me giggle :)

you are a mystery still and my contentment is here. I am holding grasping less and less, knowing nothing at all. In this cavernous space is everything I could ever want. in the beginning waves of nothing but the POSSIBILITY TO MOVE became movement and they were a vacuum containing no space and infinite energy.

The other day my friends and i were looking for rainbows as we drove along this curvy road. There were a bunch of overhanging trees on our left and as with any rainbow-hunting situation things were a little magical feeling as it was rainy and sunny.

it is abstraction
medium
distraction

and we light that there is no line
that u can say NOW I MAKE ART
Intent is its only distinction
and therefore it(')s only

power

moving sideways today along the rift so i stay and it is beautiful
as literally exciting as it is to create it is as literally unexciting to destroy. and sideways is my way today