moonyblues's blog

i think i finally had a brake thru,to be free spiritualy is,for me,to not fill/feel regret and suffering,for anything...for me ,i dont want to fill/feel guilty for the things i do,or bitterness for the things others do,but want to be free to exspress myself freely...to be open minded,allows me to experence anything in life in order to know what i like or dislike,which creates desires...desires are what makes life fun for me,between you and me i wish to thank you for helping me release myself from old ways and preparing me to assend to a new life,thank you for your pationates and best wishes to you from us who have been trying to help you thru his eyes and him thru your eye,because he felt like noone wants him to be loved like he wants to be loved which is unconditionaly and without bias for the things he doesnt do that he thinks he should do...do to the way he was raised by his mother,who loved him for himself after making him who she wanted him to be.so he thought he had to become what he thought was saposed to be because others reenforced this notion in his head,he could never be content with anyone thing of life in the pursuite of happyness...he is still trying to deny what he was told was the truth,because he doesnt want to live without truth to you.so hes not listing to he heart any more without love maifesting its self in the physical and with proof of its oragin.he thinks this is a way to bring about the changes in his life.with the serious problems facing the earth,we need help from higher athorioty is his answer.do you think he right?

moonlight22

im trying to get intouch with "god in me" aka"the source of all

sources"...
"what you do to the lest,you do to me"...
or,"what you do to me, you do to yourself"...and all contousness in the

moonlight21

may 31,2007...

all day i was seeing images,i could close my eyes and a white light and

shadowy images of ,what at first i thought was sillowets of poeple,a

pulseing shadow and then it was colors pulsating,and the i went to the

i wrote this in jan.,the night i wrote this,i had a brake thru...and i heard meaning voices i my head...i ended up in a phsyc.-ward for two weeks...

moonlight20

ive been on a wild journy all my life,but in 2000 it all came to a

why do i feel as thou im being pulled away from everyone else???
disconected,alone,and completely unsure of where im going...
its like the more i learn,the farther i get away from everyone else...
i am so burning out with life,and all its confusing metaphors that never give me a strait answer...

i have been moving forward in my mind,i have been in my head to much and now ive unbalanced myself...
i need to do more than think,i need to be a better person outside to balance myself...
put into action what i feel to be me...

moonlight18

i am commander vertigo,and i am here to save you from your minds

ability to recieve transmitions from your government(amirca).and we

need you to stand united and say we want freedom from mind control,and

moonlight17

i beleive i have been intouch with jesus a.k.a. ashtar and the other lifeforces in creation...

and they tell me to tell all of you that i am the cause for all of your problems here on earth..."we are the creator of myth and legion about god and the world we live in,i am the starter of lies,and deciver of hearts"...

moonlight17

i beleive being bi-polar is an metal atempt at descovering my true concsious aweareness...

the emotion is another way to do this as well....

action is another way of doing this...

moonlight16

we are all trying to believe you are gods,but we are not god...

we are trying to understand ,that we are god over "yourselfs" and not

eachother...

we should try and see if we can manage "yourself" before you manage