Cipheria's blog

I feel bad for neglecting this place. I just don't seem to feel the drive to write lately, and well if I'm not writing I'm not really reading or going on community style websites. I don't know, my creative side has been taking a back seat to my practical side lately, I've been trying to get myself back on my feet (again). I didn't handle things all that well for a week or two after the surgery.

I have an operation at 2:30 this afternoon, I'm quite nervous about it, so I thought I'd write it down somewhere. I doubt that will help things but oh well. I have a Varicocele, its a varicose vein on the left side of my pelvis that's causing one of my testicles to swell and is quite uncomfortable.
anyways I'm really nervous about the notion of someone cutting me open that close to my genitals.

This is something I wrote a few months ago, I don't really remember under what circumstances, but it helped me to calm down:

There is no everything.
There is no one thing, one piece.
One little unanswered question that will reveal the nature of the workings of everything.
Because there is no everything.
Everything is everything,
nothing is everything
everything is nothing

Greetings light workers,
I figured I'd start out by writing a plain and simple entry to explain a little about myself.
I really enjoy writing as a form of self expression. (although I've had a bit of a creative block lately)