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So Iam sitting on my couch folding some clothes, (I find when I am doing jobs I don’t have to think about around the house, I tend to go into a meditative state, lets call it being in the moment) and I feel this warmth and comfort so my train of thought or awareness should we say follows on from there as follows;

“Wow! I look forward to be loved like that!

The pain burning deeply within me

The night you left
The night they took you from us
The night you became a hero and died in a moment

The night your whole life became a slide show
The night grief became a condition
A condition I work through everyday one step at a time

The night I asked why?
What does all this mean?

Why must we die to live again only to kill or be killed

I have been following his story for a little under a year now and felt that the situation is getting critical now so where best to share but here.

I feel the thickness of this reality creeping around me
I can feel this reality surrounding me
Encompassing me
Yet I feel so separate

This reality feels so real yet so distant
So distant to who I truly am

The flow of love overcomes me in waves
In………out…………in……………out………….
The breath of my soul takes over my existence and then brings me back

I have this urgent feeling that all lightworkers need to pull together right now as the controlling elite try to grab at the loose strings before their plan falls apart.

So I dont write poems but I felt it with reading every one elses, and this little one crept up on me, just because I love my baby girl so so so very much.

My little blessing

From the day your arrival was announced
My world was turned upside down

My little blessing
Such a small blessing that made such a big bang

My little blessing
Brought me back to the beginning

So Iam at work today and I keep getting this nagging feeling to connect, someone has something to say. So I sat down at the end of the day and connected, now I havent been talking to anyone on the higher levels as I was feeling overwhelmed and I think something was trying to mess with me, plus I was getting tierd I was starting to think I was mad.

I have recently been following Project Camelot and a lot of David Wilcocks work on my own quest to understand the reality that I live within.

On my journey understanding what is real, what is the need for negativity, and how it all fits within my world,

Well I just thought I would ask if any one else is hearing static noise not all the time just late at night and early mourning.

And if any one knows what it is?

or

Do I need to get my ears checked?

hahahaha sometimes i think Iam going crazy.

My mom gave me a book by Stasi Elderedge called You are captivating celebrating a mothers heart.

But in order to get my point across on what it is i would like to say Iam going to have to give you some back round.