Check point!

Check point!
So I spend most of my energy standing up for what feels right!
Only to blink and I AM that what I despise, confrontational, angry, frustrated, irritated and actually going out of my way to be in that exact situation that I am fighting against!!!!!!!!!
ugh, I AM so stupid, I know this but why do I insist on putting myself back in situations that I am so pleased to get away from?
Ok well, third time and I AM going to actually take this lesson and learn from it!
I AM now going to make this into my mission! LOL
I will update myself later.....
I can do this....... ugh I AM so frustrating aaaaaggggghhhhhhh