Reflections Global Circles Sept 21

I counted twenty nine people who had indicated they would participate in the circle this week. That is a lot of people to focus on and keep track of their signatures and energy during the meditation. So, because I really want to focus on the circle as a whole as well, I have started early with tuning in to the individuals. Some of you may still be asleep as I write this, or busy with your daily chores, but I am tapping into your essence which exists throughout time and space, and meeting you before we meet formally in the meditation.

I feel that greeting each other’s energy and knowing each other as living light is a very important aspect of this circle. However, this may be the last time I focus on each individual. I don’t know. The circle is growing and we don’t want to lose a sense of its wholeness by focusing too much on its parts. Last week we saw what beauty happens when we pay attention to the circle as a wholeness of being. I will have to listen deeply about how to deal with the individual connection. I hope the rest of you listen too, for we don’t want to lose any of the parts or the whole itself.

I value very much the knowing of each of you as an energy signal, and in so doing salute you as I tune in to your uniqueness. I shall write my experience from the circle itSelf after the meditation is over.

NOTE: (written after writing what’s below) This is quite a long piece. You may wish to skim over it until you see your name, and then skip to my description at the end, of the circle as a whole. Or you may wish to read about all the others and come to know them through my perception as well as your own.

Greeting each Individually:

Bella Nova, you come as great arms of love wrapped around all of us, as a warm hearth, good food, and the ease of being nourished by the soul. I see you have to work at this; the conditions of your life have conspired to pull and tug and push at your natural beingness; but you do remain true to yourSelf in the deepest sense. You are an Earth mother and we are blessed by you.

Sunny, I see you like an asparagus stem, tender, delicate, yet thrusting up with power from the Earth. Your energy is very alight in the feet, your Source chakra is open. Your upper chakras are very filled with light too. Now there is movement in the chakras in the belly and the groin. Old stuff that has been held in you is beginning to move out and to be replaced by your natural essence.

Terra, Marlene, this week you show yourSelf to me as a soft, vaporous column of white light, and the light streams upwards from your crown and down from the Source chakra in the feet, going up into the heavens and down into the Earth simultaneously. You show me your hands and they hold a new born who is also a huge diamond; your Womb chakra radiates tendrils of light. What are you birthing?

Cor and beloved, I see you both. I know it is daytime where you are now, but you come to me in the night with candles and incense and deep, vibrant music. Your energies are like rainbow silk smoke and they twine together, as if you were sitting and facing each other. You are a long drink of cool water, because you release into each other’s eyes the permission to simply BE.

Gabriela, you are intent and yet mischievous at the same time. A deep river of deep waters runs through you now; you are being dynamically changed from within. The Source is powerful in you. And yet the wind still plays upon the surface of the waters and you are also able to be your silly, sweet self. You can trust your laughter.

ReikiOm, Lucy, you draw me in light a fire-lit cave on an icy desert night. There are many masks and katchinas, and food, baskets, furs and blankets in your cave of power. I see you as an Anazazi elder. You are a force to be reckoned with, yet you have a heart that is as wide as the night sky.

Satori, your gentleness tip-toes before you, seeking entrance to our presence. Then you feel the welcome, and you begin to flow like mist into our midst. A swirling begins to grow in the center of the mist; you gather yourself from all over the place, you pull yourSelf in from the ethers and the landscape, and you stand among us as you are. We celebrate your presence.

G. Stephen, whether you are meditating with us or not, your energy is present. I feel you first, as a warmth and a tenderness. Then you show yourself to me as a gentle jaguar, black in color, gracefully draped over a tree branch. Light radiates through your eyes, your soul is reaching out through your eyes, seeking a deep kinship with other beings of light.

Yarra, I feel the disturbance in your heart, the anguish in your gut, and the turmoil in your mind. But there is also a deep reservoir of silent knowing in you. It awaits you reaching down to dip deep below its surface. And you will. This is what these times bring you… a challenge to reach deep inside and experience the profound power of your being. You are like an ocean, an entire ocean, in yourSelf.

Eugen, you come looking with binoculars glued to your eyes; your third eye chakra searching restlessly for something, anything, just to see. Then you begin to feel the energy of the circle, the sense of others feeling you and being aware of your presence. You drop the binoculars and your attention goes down into your lower chakras. From here the oneness begins to open inside you and you begin to Feel/Know. This is very good work for a beginner meditator.

RobinD, hello again. You bring as usual your best and your brightest to the circle, but this time I see you are also allowing your weariness and disillusion. This brings a graceful softness to your eagerness. Your first and second chakras are much more alight than they have been; you are releasing and moving old stuff. You bless us with your healing process.

Sierra, Ann, you are an elder throughout time and you are just coming into your elderhood in this body. You carry with you deep wisdom and conduits of pure energy. What you see, what you know is real, for your perception is not clouded with programming. You are vulnerable and sensitive, as well as strong like an oak.

Carrot, where have you been wandering this past week? You are like a forest full of little trails, all going here and there. There is a sweet pond of water in the center and it is inside your heart. It’s like as if you’ve been wandering along all the paths that lead to your heart; as if you are opening the fertile field of your being to grow new ways to share yourSelf.

IcandescentHeart, Valanthria, I see you swimming in moon-lit waters, leaving a tide of phosphorescence in your wake. Your hair streams with light from your crown chakra and your feet are fins of golden light. You amaze me for you are swimming in the darkness, not drowning or struggling, as so many are in these times of deep emotional release. You are being at one with yourSelf and moving with the flow within you and around you.

Moon-Light, Oidin, I see you this week as an orchid in a lush jungle. The life and death of everything around you moves in your awareness, yet you are a gentle flower in its midst. There is uncertainty in the very air that vibrates ‘round you; there is danger in the wider world. Yet you remain rooted and grounded. You are being fed by the nurturing energy of the Earth herSelf.

Antimorphic, Hannah, hello old friend. You’ve become familiar to me like a favorite sweater. You appear again as a dragon, this time winging the wide skies of all Earth, with a flock of us behind you, together flying the currents and energy flows of the planet. Your right eye is like a beacon; it pierces the darkness of night. What you see with this eye stirs into ignition, comes open into light.

Soulandrea, Janet, I see your energy like a bobbing light, moving here and there like a bouncing ball. But at the same time the core of your energy field is firm and clear, holding center strongly inside you. There are reaching tendrils of something behind you; old stuff trying to hang on. It is being diffused by the light of your new Intent.

Namastegala, Galina, I see your hands, working with food, working with plants. I feel the solidness of your being, the very real presence you carry in all you do. Textures and touch are as much a part of you as breath is. Your groundedness is equalled by the beauty of your inner light.

ReikiJan, thank you for coming. The crevices of wounded pain are opening inside you. It is like watching a flower open. Does the bud cry as the petals pull themselves open into the light? Tears of sorrow releasing are like gentle spring rain; they feed the soul. You essence is glowing through you and quickening your awakening deeply.

Stellamaris, you are also another Earth mother, and you have a deep sense of humor and joy. Sometimes your compassionate heart takes you into confusion, but you know how to reach out and reach in at the same time. Your energy shows itself to me as many circular disks spinning down through your body and spheres of light moving up into you from the Earth.

Starlite, Rick and Kathy, you come again as archetypes, the horse and rider, the two horses, the two riders, moving together like a stream of light. You also travel the entire planet, like Hannah as her dragonSelf. I see you minister to people in the circle who need healing; I see you move across the face of the Earth touching various places and beings with your swords of light.

Inawe, Maria, as usual your gentleness pervades like a fine perfume. You are stranded with starlight as I see you now, misted with rainbows. A gnawing self doubt which has plagued you for a long time is releasing its grip inside of you, and a tender strength of inner knowing is moving at your core. Your mind will align with this process, and the vagueness will turn into clear awareness.

Velanthas, Olive, woohoo it is you again. You become more powerful each week. You are like a tide coming into the circle, with entities trailing you like kites in the light. I see you with merkaba spheres coming down into your crown and out into the circle through your heart. I see the dolphins and all the creatures who attend you, including your cats, bathed in a glowing essence of silent, magnificent song.

Dog I Am, Claudia, I see this time why you have called yourself a dog. The grinning laughter of a dog at play, the complete abandon of a dog at rest. You are one with your world, with the Earth. Your energy spins in your chakras and weaves tendrils of light out into the landscape. There is a peace in your being that cannot be undone by passing thoughts or daily doings.

Swen, now what are you up to? I see you sending spheres of light out from your body, like your energy field is blowing huge bubbles of rainbow light. These spheres carry light codes within them that activate as they move around the planet. Your body develops a deep, thrumming hum of vibrant sound.

Elizabeth Feisst, welcome. What a blessing you are; like honey on a sore throat, like comfrey oil on a wound. I see you working through the circle with hands that are like fanning trails of light. You are also deeply grounded, like Galina and Yarra in her innate Self. The deep awareness that stirs in your thoughts is obvious from the flow of your heart and your will. You have great ability to Intend.

Psycobold, you come with a irreverence that is deeply reverent. Your heart seeks out through your eyes to know, to truly know. There is a stirring deep within you like a snake uncoiling, the kundalini fire moving in your being. I feel you being triggered by the power in the circle, and then opening like a woman cracking open in birth.

Aquamarine, I feel you sensing us all together and drawing us into yourSelf as you gather your energies for the meeting your in. Your awareness works on several levels simultaneously, Feeling/Knowing moving in your cells, inner vision slipping by behind your thoughts, actions that are at one with the exterior world and the inner space we share with you.

aRA Miles. I experience mySelf tonight in a lake of many waters, many streams and rivers coming in to flow together. I feel a surrender to this process of our co-mingling, like I have never felt before. I bring with me all the places of my resistance, and they merge together in the one.

The Circle as a Whole:

Once again it was quite a light show. I am sure many of you saw the light, the woven patterns of light. Many of you are technicians and craftsmen in energy, and you moved your intent in the circle towards flows and fractals of light.

I cannot really describe what I saw because it is beyond my verbal capacity. But Valanthria (IncandescentHeart) is correct in what she drew for our logo. Her image is the ignition of the energy vortex opening between us. And see how the light is woven with the darkness? This is true, very true. The darkness is not malignant or distorted; it is the open endlessness of space. When there is space, light ignites.

We made space for each other very beautifully tonight. I felt us come in carefully, reverently, acknowledging each other, making space for each to be themselves. I was very blessed by this openness.

Then spheres of light began to spin and vibrate between us, and they were magnificent. They built in a spiral above us and spun as ever expanding spheres into the atmosphere. These are not merely balls of light, they are woven magnetic threaded light spinning in all directions simultaneously as ever expanding waves of woven light.

And the spheres also became molten and metallic and they warped into funnels and trajectories. Geometric forms and sacred symbols moved like fluid through the spheres. I sensed Valanthas and Swen at work.

Then people began to move in and out of the circle, going on inward journeys of their own. The vortex of energy continued; it had a life of its own. But many were also experiencing deeply their own particular stuff. This was definitely happening to me as well, as I moved a part of self that has been stuck for almost forty years. I was able to merge with this part of self, feel its illness and sorrow, and let it move. It was almost as if I was making a confessional to the group; I experienced awareness of this part of myself in a very clear manner.

At one point many of us were deep in ourselves and not fully present with the spheres of light. The light of the vortex became muted but still present. Again the circle looked as Valanthria drew it, the same color of light, the same spaces of darkness. And I felt into the darkness and sensed more space there, more openness and acceptance. All of us present were bringing our feeling selves into the circle and being present from a deep place of knowing that is before light and words.

This sparked a re-ignition of the light show. The vortex fully opened again, and the spheres of light spun and expanded. All of this took place as if in a night sky, so that the woven light was brilliant against the darkness.

Then we opened up the roots of the vortex into the energies of Earth. Tendrils of light ran across the planet’s surface and deep into her core.

I saw again the many circles we make together around the planet. Each was a vortex of spinning spheres of light expanding like waves. The very atmosphere was charged with these spherical webs.

That was when I learned that we are not making the web of EarthSelf ignite. It is already moving with magnetic threaded light, inside the planet and around it. However this energy is beyond humanity capacity to perceive. Except when we make space inside of ourselves for the innate flow of Source to move. Then we become ignited and the energy/light of Earth springs into action through us, bringing into our vibrational fields the ability to move as living light. We are being assisted by our Earth Mother to open human perception into the web of light that is already here.

I felt the circle end with many people hugging each other. I myself received hugs from Hannah, Velanthas, Oidin, RobinD, Cor, Lucy, Yarra, Galina, Claudia, Elizabeth, and a few others I couldn’t name.

Next week Velanthas is coordinating the circle. I can hardly wait for where she will take us.

Blessings and love to all,
aRA Miles