change your world

my dad died 3 weeks ago - a man decided to take his life. How do i turn this anger, frustration and hateness into something good - I asked myself this. How could i feel like this when i walked in love, and believed everything happens for a reason, that nothing is in life is good or bad, but is meant to be exactly as it is? I start blaming myself for my dad's death and the person who took his life. You see, a few weeks before this happened, i dreamt i met this man and was introduced to him. i was warned to keep him away from my father. I rembered his name, how he looked and where i met him. Okay, so I asked my mom if she knew this man before anything happened. She didn't. I brushed it off as a dream - this time the angels were not in it like they usually are. Well, I know pity the man - i don't hate him anymore. Maybe this was meant to happen so this man can heal and be shown the light. A guy who is short tempered and has a history - could awe others into the light... I honestly don't know what the bigger picture is, but, i figured, with the violence, hurt and pain around us, these people need help. The question i am now asking myself is How can I change the world? My passion to emotionally heal and love those around me has increased. If humankind can start loving the people around us who hurt each other, and start caring for them again, maybe this could be a step towards peace. WE REALLY NEED TO LOVE EACH OTHER!!!!

in love & light my dear brothers and sisters.
helper