THE DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL

relashionship is breaking, so many emotions going through my head, my friends stabbing me in the back, my mental health is getting worse, i cant keep up the whole love and light thing anymore, because it doesnt get me food, shelter and money, i am fed up with humanity treating me like a number or statistic, so ive decided,soon, when the time is right to leave this body, i cant stand it anymore, this daily struggle and pain is not why i am alive, and if i come back, at least i wont remember, maybe ill be born into a loving family who'll take care of me, and if not im willing to take that chance.im sick of not being able to be.
So ive decided .

love is not enough

nothing is worth living for anymore, for me

the thought of being totally free gives my spirit peace.

im sorry beautiful sisters and brothers, but its just too much for me now, i have had enough, this is my choice to make, and i have made it, good luck with ascending, ill help you from another dimension, one where my existence is not punished,
fuck humanity, this is my ascension now .