Seeing The Forest!

As a spiritual person, we sometimes tend to put that which is our intention into our writings and portray the perfection and enlightenment we are in process of attaining. This is wonderful, and obviously a great way to allow the energy to be emitted into the universe and more easily be assimilated into our lives. In all reality there are days when we aren't "in" that enlightened state, we let the ego/mind have the control. It's part of our condition, that being our humanity. It is, especially in western society, the view that we must do everything we can and to take charge of our destiny. I believe that it is true in many ways and that we are not completely devoid of responsibility in creating our destiny. But there are times that it's difficult to "See The Forest For The Trees" if you will.

Currentyly, I've been on a journey that has not been easy to say the least. After almost 8 years with a company I was put between a rock and a hard place and had to make the difficult decision to get out quick. My thought process was that there will be very little difficulty finding another job due to my great expertise. That has been the opposite of the currenty reality. I've not been able, as of yet, to obtain a new position. I have been very fortunate that I've had many opportunities to perform as an entertainer, so I have not been completely unemployeed, but things have been a bit difficult. Things are just looking a little grim.

Out of stress and desparation I felt that I had to try to make it happen. To find a way to force the universe to make opportunities. While a good endeavour, the motivation of desparation just lead to more anxiety and tears.
"If it don't fit, don't force it"

My point is that as hard as it is, "when done all, trust". It's such a difficult thing. It goes against all we are taught in this society.

Tonight it still seems a bit grim, but I'm trusting that a way will be made, is being made and has been made. The saying when God closes a door, he may just open a window is great solice as I head to sleep.

Just processing. . .and want to show my vulnerability. I think it's the best way to be when trying to relate to others in similar situations.

Love and Light in the innermost places to you all!
xoxo
~Dina!~