Reconciled with angels

Many moons ago I was attending a workshop on mediumship xxx I was looking forward to the day as I would be spending it sitting and working with spirit and just being in such blessed energy xxx so as you can imagine I was disappointed when upon arrival we were told that the person taking the workshop could not be there xxx but nothing could have prepared me for the journey that I was about to take xxx The medium had sent a friend of his who was not a medium but was a qualified hypnotherapist and psychologist xxx he firstly offered everyone there money back but then added that we could stay and he would take us all back to meet the child we had left behind xxx my first reaction to this was I am not going to be regressed but I would stay for the meditation xxx we all sat in a large candlelit circle all I can say is that I journeyed whether I liked it or not xxx I had absolutely no control whatsoever xxx I had always believed that my childhood was a relatively happy one although my mother had talked many times of how ill I had been in the first 7 years of my life, but I held no recognition or memory of this xxx I was taken to the front door of the house we lived in when I was 3 years old xxx as the door opened a flood of senses came to me, smells and feelings all so real xxx we entered in I say we as I did not feel alone upon my journey xxx when I came to the door of the living room I hesitated xxx I really did not want to enter I felt afraid xxx the door opened before me and there I saw this little child laying listless on the sofa xxx I looked upon myself and saw how close to death I looked xxx I also noticed three angels that surrounded this little one I could see that this child was me and was fully aware of the divine presence that surrounded me xxx I was then standing upon a hill looking out in many directions seeing many scenes xxx I was still a small child and stood alone apart from the presence of a very tall angel or being there hand placed firmly on my shoulder xxx I knew that I had never ever really stood alone even in my scariest of moments xxx I felt I was shown previous life times xxx I came back from my journey with tears streaming down my face xxx the following week was like one big watershed of emotion xxx I felt like some kind of emotional wreck but all the time knowing and feeling that a piece of me had been put back xxx I have never forgotten this journey so I share it now xxx and how thankful I am for the love and the gift I was given xxx many months later I was out with one of my daughters and we were Christmas shopping xxx my daughter proceeded to fill my shopping basket with tree decorations and came back to me at one point saying sorry mum I cant find a star to go on the top of the tree, we will have to look somewhere else xxx I simply said that’s ok this year I think I’ll have an angel xxx my daughter then became really upset and pointed out to me that all through her childhood I had always denied her having an angel on the Christmas tree xxx even to the point of her making them at school I would never let her hang them on the tree xxx it was not because I disliked them I just never recognised them or accepted them I began to realise why xxx in my fear of being so ill and hardly being able to breath and being aware of there presence, I was then shown how easy our fear or trauma can entangle itself even with the greatest of feelings of love and comfort xxx in my mind I chosen to block the whole experience xxx teaching me just how my blockage affected those that I love xxx I am thankful to this day and I am still taken on the healing journeys that I personally need to reconcile myself with xxx I felt the need to to share this with you, it is taken from my experiences and journeys that I am privileged to have been on xxx love light and blessings to you for sharing with me xxx