ascension bleeding

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perhaps no one else will have to experience this but I thought I would write something just in case. I would say the worst thing about what Ive gone through is the feeling of being alone with it but I just figure I am made for this shit, better me then someone else. anywho....a physical symptom of this ascension process that I have found to be quite frightening is that sometimes there is a blood release which usually has accompanied a tightening of the whole body and on a few occasions the body itself shut down momentarily. one instance of my third eye popping with such force, loss of memory, and tasting blood course down the back of my throat cause me to immediately think of anyuerism but I am now seeing a pattern with it more clearly, it having just happened again. this time it was a second chakra release and some stomach bleeding. at least for me these little instances have raised my ability to detach from a 'survival' base as each time Ive had to re-evalute my courage so to speak because it always feels like Im dying, fun! it may have to do with me not purifying my body to the level that this is traditionally use to but I also beleive that I have choosen to go through this 'without lube' to see the true effect on the body of limiting agents within the enviroment.

Namaste