Love and Clearing

Today I start my Golden year and I plan to see my ex wife later after being away almost twenty years. She is of course re married but for the last five years (really for twenty five)she has been in my dreams as I seek to expand and open my heart. I had THE most incredible dreams with her involved and the last brought with it a complete and total, all encompassing feeling of Love. It was like being in a warm water bath, I felt the love all around me.

So today is my fifty fourth birthday and I've made reservations at her restaurant for dinner. Her parents are glad I'm doing well and there's no animosity there and they said she was open to seeing me. I cannot tell you all the feelings I've had inside since the eighties when we broke up. I was just beginning my time of addiction and had much to go through and didn't have the slightest clue what it meant to be a husband and a father. I was so completely ignorant of the world at large I felt like I'd grown up alone in a cave.

This is going to be my best year because I have new knowledge and some wisdom and many new friends to talk with. Bless all of you here at LW.org, you have been my rock for awhile now. ps, I'm going fishing this morning, more later.

In the Light and Love, Namaste, G. Stephen