Realizing My Self

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As I progress more and more I am starting to realize and know things. I won't go into a big explanation with events and other things, I'll hit the point quickly.

I have come to the realization I am a Star seed or something relative. I have always had great affection and love for reptilian animals on this planet the most out of all others, reptiles draw me in so much, I feel a great resonance with them, and a extremely strong resonance with anything considered a dragon, but there is another which at the moment I cannot connect to as strongly.

Also as I was younger I would persist that my parents bought me a lizard. I have wondered many times what I truly was. When I look in the mirror with my subtle vision my self changes right before me, funny enough I begin to look alien, reptilian even. I have done this many times. As my sensitivity and connections are increasing I feel what is right, or at least the path to what is right.

Another time I was doing my routine hour long meditation and 30 minutes in my energy body began to become very active, my merkaba was activating. I began to come out of my self consciously, while remaining within my physical body, my etheric self began to shift and it felt as if I had this thick chinese dragon-like body, that was uncoiling from my human form, I could picture my self as this serpentine dragon of pastel colour, the thoughts of dragons and reptiles began becoming highly active on my mind and as I realized this could be me, my merkaba started to spin extremely fast, I felt amazing.

Lately I have had a lot of interactions, from here to the sky with crafts of light.

Also, another beautiful soul said to me she feels I am a hybrid, after we both felt a resonance, which resonated with me greatly.

While meditating, I was wondering of my galactic mix, I said feline being, I got nothing, more of a no feeling. I said reptilian being, I felt a warm energy which felt nice. I said reptilian being of light and this energy intensified and I began to hear subtle voices in my head and a hiss or two, my first thought was: 'reptilian'.

After a while I then went on to ask my Higher Self a series of questions.

1. Am I a reptilian? (yes response)
2. Am I a reptilian? (yes response)
3. Am I a reptilian? (strong yes response)
4. Thank you
5. Am I of feline origin (strong no response) (Thought of Zetas which gave a neutral, no-ish feeling)
6. Am I of insectoid origin (neutral response)
7. Am I a reptilian (neutral response with a 'you know' feeling)
8. Am I mixed with pleiadian bird people, (Strong yes response)
9. Am I mixed with pleiadian bird people (yes response)
10. Am I mixed with reptilian and pleiadian carien (Thought: or something bird-like) (very strong yes response)
11. Thank you

I now feel very peaceful and content having experienced that and typing this, compared to the day where I felt not within my self. Lately I have been getting the feeling that I am to be a unifier, to stop this struggle between those races or something related of that kind, as it pains me deeply when people talk down on reptilians, as if reptilians are some lower race of beings, as if reptilians are all evil and should die, to even hear lightworkers talk down on reptilians. I almost typed we lol.

(I got pleiadians mixed up with bird people)

Edit: I am starting to see such connections with these races the more I look into it and look at my self, its weird cuz when I think of reptilians or anything reptiod my third eye begins to strongly pulse, same with bird but the pulse is weaker, although it gets stronger. It does not pulse for the others, also when I have thoughts of star seeds and me, my energy body starts to pulse and a tingling between my shoulder blades.

Edit 2:

Everything has come clear now.

If anyone feels a resonance with this please comment :)

Much love and infinite joy x

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