Why is 3d so hard to believe after experiencing 5dd

Why is 3D so hard to believe after 5D?

A friend called me today to describe her experience with 5 D that occurred that very morning and had thrown her and her relationship of 22 years into turmoil.

It reminded me of one of the things that happened to me at Mount Shasta. Sue & I had downloaded a diamond into the mountain with the help of this very same friend. She was called during the meditation to come in with us on the 8th of the 8th. At that occasion I was given an “initiation/activation” . While still a novice at the 5d stuff, I have always felt the activations quite clearly sometimes for moments, sometimes for hours. In this case, I didn’t feel anything during the ceremony not afterwards. I made it through the night and went to breakfast wondering if somehow I had made the whole thing up in my head.

As we sat at breakfast, at the Mexican diner in Weed, CA, just outside of Mt Shasta City, Sue mentioned that Shekina had joined her and was with us. And when I responded “yes, I know. I can feel her.” I could also feel the tears streaming down my face. How embarrassing. I haven’t finished eating yet! I thought.

The waitress came by asking if we needed anything and by that point I was convulsing with tears, at the shear beauty of Shekina’s presence. I felt how enormously big she is. And was astounded by how beautiful she felt. The tears wouldn’t stop. They flowed on & on.

Finally, my 3D body, which seems to always be hungry, reminded me that I had an entire omelette still sitting on my plate, and I slowly came back. The tears dried instantly, and we had a great meal. I was still embarrassed to try to explain why I had spent so much time crying, but the presence of Shekina told me that no apologies were necessary.

I felt fine as we got in the car and drove off toward Castle Crag, an outcropping of granite on the mounds just south of mt Shasta. Oops. Suddenly I needed to laugh like crazy. Everything felt funny, like “where are we Toto?” I could understand that I was in a car and I was supposed to be the driver, but my mind was way off somewhere else and it had left a guardian who didn’t know how to drive and didn’t know why I was sitting in a human body behind the drivers seat. That too made me laugh. Deep belly-filling, lung draining laughs. Laughs till you cry laughs. I tried driving slowly afraid to turn the wheel even to pull off the road! What seemed like an hour lasted seconds as I was finally able to convince my hands to turn the wheel to pull the car over to the side of the road. So that I could laugh it all out! And let an Aussie take the wheel and try to drive down the “wrong side” of the road in America, while she tried not to laugh at me laughing.

This was much more amusing way to release than crying which was my body’s prior favorite technique for releasing. And definitely involved the whole body; what with the rolling on the ground, slapping the air, scrunching up in a howl of laughter and extending into a joyous shriek. Full body workout. Maybe I’ll make a new video for weight loss! Laugh your way to Your New Body!

Arriving at Castle Crag state park, we chose the path not up to the top which had called us both, but the vista lookout point, and the river walk, which didn’t involve me having to think. Thank God. After the hike, lunch, and lot of time soaking in the mountain creek, we started walking back toward the car. The laughter attack overtook my body, as it had grown enormous somehow, somewhere and was experimenting with different ways to fit into my body. The situation felt totally ludicrous even to me as I waved my arms around wondering how they worked exactly and laughing till I was again, literally rolling on the ground.
I tried every grounding technique I could think of: holding onto a chi, doing the balancing breath, rooting to the center of the earth and pressing away. All techniques that have served me well in the past. But today, nothing was saving me from the huge release/joy of finding my human again, and trying to stuff my “self” back inside it. And yes, it was ludicrous.

I don’t know how many hours it took us to walk down the short trail, but with a stop every few feet, the experience seemed to last forever. And the laughter would stop. Briefly. Then I would look over at Sue’s face looking at me, watching her hold back a smile, and I would lose it all over again. OMG, maybe I’ll never stop laughing I thought. Centering, grounding, accepting,… it all took time. Luckily, I had nothing but time that day. And so it is.

I write this blog not to show how silly it felt to me when the 5 d world tried to fit into my 3d body, but because someone I know had a similar experience this very morning. The circumstances are different. But the point is, who do you go to when all of this is so new. I was very fortunate to have Sue with me who understood exactly what I was going through and could appreciate it and allow it to run it’s course in a safe manner. I haven’t considered sharing this information with my husband, nor sharing it with any of my “normal” friends. I did share the story with a fellow lightworker, this morning, who seemed very concerned when I got to this part in the story and he stopped asking all questions. Never a good sign. The story brought up lots of questions for my 3d world: what kind of marriage do i have if i can't share all of me even the new 5d/3d me? Is it ok to spend your life with someone who’s not on the same path as you? And what about my kids? My children haven’t come close to accepting my new beliefs either. Where does all this lead? Why is it so joyous and wonderful in the 5d and often complicated and twisted in the 3d? At least that’s my experience. Your comments are all welcome.