just letting it all out

as you may have read from my previous blog post... being a goddess: protecting my family...

i think i have now stepped into the grounds of... being scared. i wrote him an apology letter, if i have offended him on being me... then, i felt afraid of what he might say.

i asked the angels and they said that he would never reply. i just wanted to make sure of that so i blocked him off my email list.

i just hope that i have done the best thing for myself...

i'm so scared... i'm so hurt... i was just protecting my online family from this... and now... i don't know. i'm not sure if i did was right or wrong...

goodness help me. divine help me. send me a sign that i did good after all... and that he would never hurt me.

love and light.