Finding your own..BIG PICTURE

I'm on a roll today..so I shall just go with it.

I have been 'prompted' to share, or at least bring to your attention the fact that my own conscious awakening has only occurred in one year's time.

Of course I am aware I have been 'awakening' since I was born..LOL..but I truly only became conscious of 'what this was', at the end of May 07'.

I do know many, many have been conscious of their own awakening for many, many years. I however was not one of them.

Sure, I knew I began devouring Wiccan material like a mad woman in 2004/2005. But, hey I am just like that...when a passion grabs me, I am like an obsessive woman. This did not signal to me, anything unusual was happening.

I was also unaware of what an Empath was, or that it was really even possible to 'feel' others energy, let alone the energies of the entire Universe!

So, I lived for 40 yrs, unaware (some could say in the Dark), until I picked up an Abraham-Hicks book 'By Chance' LOL. Law of Attraction..WOKE ME UP!! I mean it shook me and said "WAKE THE HELL UP SHEILA"!!

From that point on I had The Quantum Awakening version! I began to see things that 'weren't' there..and also things appearing where there had been 'nothing'.

Strange sensations in my body I had never felt, sort of like a light electrical impulse through my body. Especially, the top of my head. OMG..I thought I had fleas or something ROFLMAO !!

Tingling, nausea, psychic impressions to impress even the best of skeptics, and then..My life fell Apart.

OMG...did I ever have the Dark Night of the Soul experience..this IS what HELL IS!! I am here to tell anyone..you want to experience true HELL? Just have a quantum awakening. By Oct. of last year I had quit my job, and was spending the majority of my days either on TOP of the world..feeling like I could jump from buildings and fly..to crying for days at a time.

Keep in mind, I was a mental health counselor! How's that for the Universes sense of Humor??

Fortunately by the time this happened, I KNEW this was NOT mental illness..but something 'else'. This acts just like an extreme case of bi-polar/manic depression. But, I had enough awareness to know..this was different..this was good, not bad so to speak.

The results if I had not been so aware could have been much more dramatic, and detrimental to myself.

I have also been blessed with an innate ability to see the 'big picture', so that allowed me to find the patterns and cycles in this process fairly quickly.

Now...don't get me wrong here..seeing the pattern in the Whole..and finding it in your own Personal life can be an enormous challenge, and it is for me.

I can now see how the pieces of my life all Fit Perfectly! I see My own Big Picture Now.

I would recommend to anyone on a spiritual path to take some time to examine your own Big Picture. I know some call it mapping, and other names. But, truly all it takes is you, a pen, and a piece of paper. Write out your life story..and see what jumps out at you.

If you look close enough..you will see your own Big Picture Emerge.

I love you

Summer/Sheila