Happy : My Family is Ascending!!!

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I mean, my blood family. I already know about you all. *smile*

I stumbled upon some visionary music, too... which is supposed to speed up the ascension process. Bad me? I played it when everyone was sleeping, LOL I have a little bird, and I felt she was affected by it, too. I definitely believe in animal souls. I don't believe she is some empty biological machine. I look in those sweet blue eyes and see life. The dog has been acting differently, slightly more intuitive.

Me and my sister are now able to COMMUNICATE... I guess we are realizing that we are not so different. She was the "normal" child, and I the weird one =P But as times get stranger, we get closer. We've never been able to consistantly talk about things. We both lost our father, she when she was 8, me when I was a mere few weeks. Our lives have been very different. But "We need each other" and I don't think our karmic bond ends here. I used to think we were something of arch enemies... Things used to be very... rough... and difficult, even just by nature emanating opposing energy forces, schedules.. Which are now complimenting each other. Making an opening for us to be able to co-exist peacefully in a loving way full of understanding.

And I am supposed to be going to see a psychic with her on Saturday! I could never have imagined us doing that sort of thing together. I thought she would be repulsed by an idea like that. But I have been helping her interpret her dreams, and I sort of felt as if a "window" had been opened up between our minds. I had dreams of seeing life through her eyes.. Very odd... But I accept the odd much more readily now.

I am so happy!!!!!!

It has to do with you all who visit me here, too. I LOVE this website. Here is my safe haven, where I couldn't seem to find one amongst the others. A place of sanctuary, refuge from the world, but only to collect and share knowledge and inspiration. Knowing that for every one of my painful moments, there is someone has been there, too. Who understands what it really is like, and has been there first hand. Didn't mean to sound Emo there or anything, HaHa, but us Indigos apparently have many up and downs. I am headed into another cycle. My death lasted for two weeks, and I am riding the high of new beginnings.

But I feel it in my soul that my grandparents, mother, aunts and uncles, siblings and cousins are being lifted up to that higher place. And it fills me with such resounding joy! Finally, there are cracks in their armor... They are acting upon SOUL impulses, not logical.

My grandparents, however, are hardcore holy roller christians. I mean no offense to anyone. I believe in God, just not the God as he is written in the Bible. I ask these people for advice, and they'll pull out scripture for you. However, I am feeling the need to GET INVOLVED with what they're reading, which happens to centralize on Revelations. They're in their mid 60s, but on to something.. I am so proud that they realize that something quite unprecedented is happening in our world right now. I wonder how I could do that without angering or enraging them. In this life, they have been my true parents. My grandmother my Mom and my grandfather my Dad and I love them with all my heart. You know how cruel kids can be to the poor old people... I've wanted to deck kids in church so many times, but you can't do that teehee j/k well, i did have an inner battle for a moment. I am VERY protective of my family.

If I could, I wouldn't mind trying to write up a lesson or at least join in on their bible studies, just to be closer to them. I find the Bible teachings are somewhat empty... I do not find much to satisfy the average man's void of a [religion] seeking heart. I would like to create lessons from what I have learned God to be that fill that with what I think is closest to God's wisdom and love, at least the closest to it that I could achieve. I always found the church sermons were empty. We sang songs with sometimes silly lyrics. Read a little bit, talked a little bit... It didn't penetrate the people deeply enough, to make their hardened hearts reach out for something that was "tangible" But I definitely do believe that there are many ways to reach our higher power... that he is always trying to enlighten us, because the universe is always trying to tell us something, isnt it

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Visited, and many thoughts are swimming in my mind. . .

Good ones.

We're in good hands, guys.