Waning Moon

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 For me this full moon has been very much a letting go and a flushing out of all sorts of things, more so than even the last whole year. My relationship of five years came to it's final finale. I lost the dog to her but she needs him more now than I do. I am evolving into a new work space/place, from a new job I just started months ago. My living situation is moving to new heights soon if I get this wild ecentric house overlooking Pt. Reyes Seashore in California. All vestiges of rebellion from old behaviours and fears are literaly being swept away by a new clarity of purpose and lifes' desires.  I even went through my emil addresses and dumped all old contacts that I don't want to see again. It has been a few painful months, relocating from out of state to my old home near the coast. Wondering what it would be like after eighteen years away, forgiving myself for past transgressions and bumpy roads taken in developement of self and soul, realizing only then that there is nothing to forgive. This freedom I am allowing myself to create and the opening I'm doing of my heart to Light and Ethereal Love is bringing abundance in many areas. It's really fasinating to be experiencing these things because I've been working so hard for over 35 years in my developement of psychi and spirit and soul to the light and love, that I seem to finally now be able to get out of my own way. Damn that's funny somehow. Sure, it's easy to say "just stay out of your own way", and we all know in reality (there's that word again) the we are always the only ones in our way and since we're so good at it, it is difficult to see our own roadblocks and detoures. And so we strive daily, saying our prayers and affirmations, seeking guidance and counsel and giving such back when it's our turn. I must say that I am looking to rest a while, do some more writing, a small book probably. If I've enough food and a home, for now I'll be happy because it's time to get a handle on the second half on my life.

Love, Light and Laughter to All my fellow Lightworkers and those Visitors here now. Namaste, G. Stephen

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