Adult Indigo Traits

Hi dear all,

I just needed to share my discovery of being an Indigo...
I'm sure this term is a normality like breathing for most of you, but for me, only since I've joined this online family, I discovered the term and investigated what is means... I didn't think there was a word for what I am! ;-)

I've seriously been in shock for about 3 days now. It is absolutely amazing how all the pieces of my life finally fall together! It all adds up... from the starting to speak with 9 months.. to overly empathic, responsible and wiser beyond my age.. the unofficial 'ADHD', the eyes & sensitivity, not to mention the feeling incredibly trapped in a young (kid's) body! (hence me leaving home at 15 yrs..) The recognition -and list of it- is endless.

I really feel less alone (which is very much THANX TO YOU ALL, because my 'bigger discovery's which resonate tremendously with me' I found through you guys!!) knowing now that I am in fact not a nutcase (although I question people so much, that I never actually convinced myself of those weird statements). Just having the acknowledgement of all you feel & know in here, and finding it out there, is quite amazing. It feels like powerfull healing. I feel more reconnected and less lost.
 
Therefore I wanted to share this with you. May you feel less cut off, may you feel us growing towards the civilisation we came here for to help set up. May all of us create our peace & loving earth and society.
May all of us not have to wait very long for this beauty to start unfolding in front of our very eyes. I Love You.

It got even more shockingly acurate when I read this list describing the Adult Indigo, where I just about match with every single point on the list!
The website where I found the following list, also speaks about healings which resonates greatly with me.
So hereby the link: http://www.indigohealings.com/Indigos.html

Adult Indigo Traits

-This is just a part of some of the traits of Indigo Adults..You can include those traits of the Indigo Child, as well.

* You feel abandoned, lost and alone. You might of felt like, or still feel like, you were dumped off on this planet, left to your own accord, with nothing, or no one, to grasp or hold on to.
* You feel like no one "gets" or understands who you are.
* You feel abandoned by God, your parents and society.
* Being abandoned or alone might be a challenging fear for you.
* Feel like a freak and are tired of people treated you as one.
* Are intelligent, though may not have had top grades.
* You are "tuned in". You "get it" and you're not sure why others don't!
* Are highly creative in the arts, music and/or literature.
* Always need to know WHY, especially why they are being asked to do something.
* Had disgust and perhaps loathing for much of the required and repetitious work in school.
* Have a difficult time with people who are out of integrity and dishonest.
* Feel overly responsible and heavily burdoned by societies perceived lack of care and concern with the well-being of the world.
* Were rebellious in school in that they refused to do homework and rejected authority of teachers, OR seriously wanted to rebel, but didn't DARE, usually due to parental pressure. Many of you were rather repulsed by school and the old antiquated system. You felt you knew better and where bored and frustrated.
* May have experienced deep depression and feelings of helplessness. These may have ranged from sadness to utter despair. Suicidal feelings, while in high school or younger are not uncommon in the Indigo Adult. Felt disconnected and beaten down.
* Drug/alcohol abuse is not uncommon to numb the internal emotional and Spiritual pain.
* Easily disorganized and may have excessive clutter and are not able to handle it, due to your lack of focus.
* Have difficulty in service-oriented jobs. Indigos resist authority and caste system of employment.
* Can go from job to job to job. Have a challege staying in one place for too long. Your resume can look like a short novel. :)
* Easily bored and frustrated.
* Can easily be taken advantage of because of your innate desire to be of service.
* May be idealistic or hypercritical
* Can be righteously indignant.
* Very critical and judgemental about what's happening in the world and the lack of consciouness of the people.
* Can feel not in body, not grounded, not "here". You are more comfortable out in the ethers.
* Are willing to step outside the box and challenge the system.
* You are a great BS detector and you do not like people who lie and who do not come from integrity.
* Are afraid to stand in your power or speak your truth, for fear of not being heard, understood, validated, respected or appreciated for your wisdom and "knowing".
* You are a pleaser.
* You are eaily zapped of energy, due to the fact that you are a bright Light and others want to take yours, rather than seek their own Light. (physical beings)
* You are eaily susceptible to lower energies attaching themselves to you. (non-physical beings) They are like moths to Light. (There are techniques to sheild you from this, one is a cord cutting technique)
* Prefer cooperative efforts, leadership positions, or working alone.
* Have deep empathy for others, yet an intolerance of stupidity.
* May be extremely emotionally sensitive including crying at the drop of a hat (no shielding), or may be the opposite and show no expression of emotion (full shielding).
* You are empathic and it's challenging for you to block it out.
* May have trouble with anger and RAGE.
* Have trouble with systems they consider broken or ineffective i.e. political, educational, medical, and legal.
* Alienation from or anger with politics - feeling your voice won't count and that the outcome really doesn't matter.
* Frustration with or rejection of the traditional American dream - 9-5 career, marriage, 2.5 children, house with white picket fence, etc.
* Anger at rights being taken away, fear and/or fury at "Big Brother watching you."
* They feel a burning desire to do something to change and improve the world. May be stymied what to do. May have trouble identifying their path.
* Money does not hold a lot of importance to you. You know how to attain it, but you find the concept of money to be irrelevant and ego driven.
* You have a innate ability to manifest whatever you desire.
* Had psychic or spiritual interest when you were young- in or before teen years.
* Had few if any Indigo role models.
* Feel like you have one foot in this world and one in "The Other".
* Have a strong intuition.
* Random behavior pattern or mind style - (be labeled with symptoms of ADD and ADHD, bi-polar, OCD), may have trouble focusing on assigned tasks, may jump around in conversations.
* Have had psychic experiences, such as premonitions, seeing angels or ghosts, out of body experiences, hearing voices.
* May be electrically sensitive such as watches not working and street lights going out as you move under them, electrical equipment malfunctioning (especially with computers), and lights blowing out
* May have awareness of other dimensions and parallel realities.
* Sexually are very expressive and inventive OR may reject sexuality in boredom or with intention of achieving higher spiritual connection. May explore alternate types of sexuality.
* Seek meaning to their life and understanding about the world; may seek this through religion or spirituality, spiritual groups and books, self-help groups and books.
* If they find balance in their lives, they can become very strong, vibrant, healthy, and happy individuals who use their Love and Light to be of the highest and best service for all concerned.

~by Wendy H. Chapman and Michele Alexandria

Also I wanted to share this real sweet documentary about the Indigo's (more children, but it's still sweet as!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utjdoNhBZsg
(this is part 1 of 7 > find the rest in 'related video's')

Be Blessed & with endless love, hugx m