Thoughts & Experiences - July 18, 2008 (Titter-Tottering)

I must concede that this past week has felt a little tiring, a little confusing and slightly frustrating. It seems that everything is up side down and of out of whack. Something that feels really excellent in a moment suddenly feels uncomfortable in another. I seem to be floating around unable to get my feet on the ground. Not from lack of effort but from some sort of resistance, something telling me not to get too comfortable. You would think that the resistance is not a good feeling but surprisingly it’s neither. If I were to use an example of how I am feeling I would say its like building a house on sand. If I lay a block down it sinks into the ground. So it seems that it would be wise not to build a house at this moment. I awake with urges of doing something particular only to be discouraged by the afternoon. That same afternoon I decide not to make any decisions only to be influenced once again by morning. Can you feel the sand between your toes yet? Feelings of joy are accompanied with feelings of dismay. When was the last time you were on a titter-totter?

Although tiring and quite confusing even frustrating at times I must admit that it makes me laugh. You would think that it would make me cry but quite the opposite, I find it really amusing. I have learned not to be attached, to allow things to simply flow as they are. Things are changing and they are changing very quickly, the energies that surround us are moving so quickly. If you are not careful you may just get smacked by floating energy. So much is happening on an individual basis, and as a group. Like I said, I am going with the flow, heck the ride feels great. The bumps actually make the ride more interesting more exciting. On a serious note, go with the flow don’t push or pull to hard. If you feel a need to just check out or simply relax you deserve it. Why fight the flow, have you ever tried going against the flow of water, trust me you don’t. I am obviously not the only one feeling this way and that is a good thing for me, at least I’m not losing it, maybe losing it is a good thing, here we go. I always think about the athlete that trains so hard and over exerts their body so much that they actually miss the main event! All we have is time, the time to push and the time to pull back. It is not a race it is the furthest thing from a race.

For now I shall sit back and allow the Loving vibration to guide me, to hold me and to comfort me. If things feel a little out of whack try to enjoy the change, embrace it as an opportunity. During these times we must never forget that we are the light and love we often go searching for. We are the answers we need and we are all the happiness we need. That happiness is within all of us and it is our gift to enjoy! With love in our hearts every moment is a glorious moment.

Namaste, Peace and Love!