Can someone set me straight...please??

yarraman's picture

What the heck happened in here? What have I missed? All sorta posts today about how things are 'not right' or 'not as nice as they used to be' here on Lightworkers, where did all this come from? I wake up this morning, switch on my puter, anxious to catch up with what's going on here on the site...and WHAM...I ran into a wall of...well, dissatisfaction I guess is a good word.

I haven't been here very long, but I thought this was a brilliant site, where folks opened their hearts and minds and shared their experiences. I musta missed all this 'unrightness' and 'less loving' stuff. Yeah, I've read some posts that have expressed unhappiness and fear. When did we, as a group, decide to start issuing judgments about what folks are feeling? Or, worse yet, when did we decide to allow these negative energies to become our group energy? Well, I for one, did NOT decide these things. I totally reject them.

Ya know, before I came to Lightworkers, I was very active in another spiritual forum. I was warmly welcomed into the group, and, after a few weeks, invited to be one of the site moderators. I thought I had found my home, my family. LOL...I even changed my home page to that site. That may sound petty, but I have belonged to another spiritual site for over 10 years, and even though those folks have gone down a different path, and I don't visit very often, I left my homepage there outta loyalty. For me, changing my homepage was symbolic, still is I guess. I was thinking that maybe this, Lightworkers.org, was my new home and family, and that it's about time to change my homepage to here. Now I'm wondering.

The folks on that prior site started going down a path I didn't resonate with, so I had to make my departure. They decided they wanted to be the ummm...new controllers or something. They focused on being the ones who step in and take over the 'controls' and be the new institutions/powers after the ascension. They figured they were the ones who had all the answers for everyone else, and were ready to 'take power'. I didn't believe in that. I still don't. Universe will gift us with what we need, and the very last thing we need is more people trying to do our thinking for us.

I had to leave folks I had grown to love dearly when I left the old site. It hurt. Some left when I did, and I was planning to invite them to join us here. To be brutally honest, I wouldn't invite here anyone today...I'm not feeling proud about who we are.

I DO NOT do confrontation and/or personality clashes. I DO NOT do group negative energy. I DO NOT do anger and I DO NOT do judgment. Bloody Hell, guys...whatever the problem is, let's just fix it. I LIKE it here. I WANT to stay. I LOVE you guys.

yarra