Miracles and Healing

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Miracles and Healing

Over the last few years I have been going through the awakening process.

During this time I have had many magical,spiritual,& syncronicities in my life.

In January of this year I lost my exhusband and father of my child to unfair police brutality. He was tasered by police officials in the back of an ambulance after seeking medical attention for chest pains. Needless to say it has been a long and emotional road. But this blog is not to describe these events but to help bring awarness that Miracles are possible.

In March of this year I started taking a meditation class to connect with others in my area. I also had just had a reading with Ellie Crystal who informed me that I should try Reiki. So one day in my class I asked if anyone knew of a local Reiki instructor. The lady sitting behind me that she had met a lady that day in a coffe shop by the name of Joann who was a Reiki Instructor from NC and that she was going to be offering a class very soon. She gave me her information and the next day I began trying to reach her. We played phone tag for a while and did a couple of email exchanges. I kept trying to connect with her but it seemed that something was preventing that from happening. Since that time I have rode an emotional rollarcoaster dealing with Brandons death. One night I was very upset and layed in bed re examining the memories that we shared. The next day I got an email at 11:11 from Joann telling me that she was going to be in Greenville SC and had an opening that afternoon if I would be intrested in meeting with her. I got the email on my Blackberry while visiting my grandmothers house. I walked into my grandmothers living room to call her back and tell her that I would be available. As I was leaving Joann a message I was looking at the pictures of our family that my grandmother has on a built in bookcase. As I was looking something shiny caught the right side of my eye. As I looked over there was a CD upside down under a book, barely sticking out. I reached over and picked it up to see what it was. To my astonishment it was the Sara Meglaucklin CD that i had lost four years ago. Now that may not sound that amazing to you but the truth is that the last time that Brandon and I shared a road trip we listened to that CD over & over again. In the arms of an angel was also the soung played at his funeral. I ran to my car and started to play it. It was a beautiful day as I driifted away in memories and the warmth of the sun accompinied by her angelic voice a yellow butterfly decided to join me. In that moment I knew that Brandon had not left me and was still everpresent in my life. Later on that day I decided to pick my son up from school. He normaly goes to the YMCA afterschool and they usually waite in the lunchroom for the bus. This day they were out on the playground.The lady told me that I would have to waite fro the bus to sign him out. As we were waiting I looked up into the sky and there was a rainbow like I have never seen before. It looked like 3 upside down jelly fish with fie belowing up from them. I pointed it out to the kids and they all laughed and pointed in awh. It was very magical. I took him to my grandmothers because I had the appointment with Joann at 4.

On the way to meet Joann i was a little sckeptic just because I have tried to connect with people before and always got a strange vibe that they where more intrested in making a proffit instead of helping me on my journey. I set in the lobbie waiting to meet with her. When she came into view I was astonished at the vibe I got right off hand. I felt as if she was very familiar and strong. I knew right away that she was definatly someone I was suppose to meet with. We began talking and I couldn't hold back my tears when i began to speak of Brandon.We discussed many things including 11:11. She informed me that she was aquainted with the a cherokee indian chief who has written books on star knowledge and that he was coming to her reservaton soon and that we should make arrangements to meet. ((Wow)) After talking she began to do some body work on me. after laying her hands on various parts of my body her last stop was my head. I cant tell you what she did all I know is that all of the sudden my eyes began twitching very rapidly and I saw some bright lights and then I began cying and saying all kinds of things!!!! after she was done we talked a little more and told her I would see her soon. When I left, I felt more grounded and connected to Earth with clarity like never before.

About a week before this I was at my aunts house visiting her, my cousin, and my Aunts mom Elizabeth who had been diagnosed with ALS in January. Elizabeth had started to go down pretty fast so the moved her in with my aunt. When i was visiting that day my cousin becam very angry at me about a conflict we were having. Due to the emotional stress she was experiancing from her Grandmothers decline she lashed out at me infront of Elizabeth.... I left in tears right after that and didnt speak to her for about a week.

After I left my meeting with Joann something told me to go by my aunts. I sat in the front yard for a while viewing the beautiful skyline. I swear it looked like 2 massive cloudships.

I went inside and my cousin was in the bedroom helping Elizabeth sit up. I told her how much I loved her and Elizabeth and that I didn't want us to fight because we are Family and friends!!! As I was telling her this Elizabeth looked at me and smiled.

When I left there it began to storm, I rolled my windows down and was ingulfed in wind and rain. I felt a powerful release.

The next day was my Birthday. I had a great day still feeling a Spiritual high from the day before. I decided to go and get my first tatoo. I got three stars on my right foot. My other cousin went with me. She just moved back from NC so it was the first time that I had been to her new apartment. I got off on her exit wich was hwy 11. The sign read 11-11. Funny I must say. Also there were sign everywhere pointing to Cherokee historical markers.

Later that night around 10:30 I felt the need to call my aunt because she wasn't there when I had stopped at her house the day before. I told her that I was here for her if she needed anything.

After arriving home I felt a need to meditate and pray for Elizabeth. I started praying and asking that she be comforted and guided safly through her transission. I saw my self suddenly standin in my aunts drive way then very fastly arriving at her door and walking inside. That is all that I remember. The next morning I got up and started preparing my self to go over and visit. As I was heading down the road I recieved a call from my Grandmother informing me that Elizabeth had passed that night before 12. ((On My Birthday)). I was not really sadened by this because deep inside I already knew this and I know that she was surrounded by light and guided home by her loved ones.

Her funeral was absolutly a refflection of how beautiful she was and is.

I was so strong through out this process and was able to help my family.

I know that when I visited Joann something magical happened. When she laid her hands on my head my emotinal saddness and grief went away. I know that with out her and what occured I would have never been able to handle Elizabeths passing with such stenght and clarity. Since my visit with her I am also able to talk about Brandon with a smile and I dont cry myself to sleep at night anymore.

Further more last week when at my aunts house she gave me two rings of Elizabeths. Both Of them were stars!!! (in my pictures if you want to look)).

So as for the point of this blog- Miracles can happen-We can heal each other-Death is nothing more than an end to the present and the start of something new. Our spirits are eternal and our bodies are merly temporary vessels that carries us through our pre destined physical experiance that we must shed to move into something more beautiful and to our next appointment with destiny.