Getting Lost In the Inner Landscape

I read Karen Bishop's energy report yesterday...maaan...was I glad that it explained away a few things I've been experiencing. Seems going reclusive is a part of the current energy expansion, and I'm not developing a severe case of agrophobia after all.

Truth of the matter, though, is that I am feeling removed from everything around me by half a note or so. Seems the energies of the material plane are too...dense, I guess is the right word. I find myself more and more slipping away to my inner landscape and just leaving the 'normal' world to take care of itself.

I have been doing what I need to do, things aren't falling in a heap. But I find myself slipping into my room to allow me space to be 'all the way there' whenever I find some private time. In fact I have given myself permission to just take a couple of days and disappear into the inner landscape. I explained it to Hubby, so he wouldn't feel ignored, and now I am about to have a whole new adventure.

I don't know exactly how to explain how it feels to be fully in the inner landscape. I know exactly what's going on but it seems that my personal 3D thought controls are relinquished or surrendered, and I simply go wherever my thoughts are guided. There's no fear involved. It's sorta like I walked through a doorway some time ago and have been standing in the doorway, not moving forward. Whatever has been holding me back seems to have gone away.

Sometimes I can feel myself attaching to one thought or another, or questioning, and whenever that happens, that thought sorta gets erased. Each time something seems to get erased I get this thought 'OK that's for later, refocus'. Voices in my head? Hmmm...maybe agrophobia isn't my biggest threat?

Since having the Soul/Oversoul/Monad merge, it's as if there are a whole lotta me's in here. So I guess what I'm doing now is getting to know myself. That doesn't sound like a bad thing...so off I go, disappearing into my private inner landscape. Don't know for how long, hours? Days? Doesn't matter, there's a whole new thrill ride in the park, and I'm going on it.

yarra