Subconscious love....

Disclaimer: these are blogs I post on myspace. So, please, pardon the French, this is not the lightworker me, this is my dark side, so to speak... and again, thank you for letting me share. It is helping me... a lot...

Subconscious love....
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life

I had the dream... again.... different woman, as usual.

I was in a huge garden with my family. There was some sort of celebration. We were talking, and there they came, my ex and her, to sit close to us.

I rolled my eyes, and my mom was like... hey, be nice. I'm like, no way, I don't have to be nice!

I didn't even greet them, just looked back, and started talking to my family in french of what a stupid idea it was to be there, and how she couldn't have found a better place to be...

She started saying that I was such a hypocrite, because I was speaking in French in front of people who didn't. So I turn back at her, and tell her, I know you speak French, so you understand, what is the fucking problem? And she's like, still, there is people who can't understand, you're a hypocrite... and I go, yeah, well, this concerns only my family and me, not the rest of them... he was there, not moving, not saying a word!!

She started then saying you're a hypocrite, and I go, you don't know me, I'm not being a hypocrite, and if you don't like me, there's plenty of space in this garden, just go somewhere else, nobody made you come sit near my family and me... and then he started singing, out loud, and they left the spot...

And my family was so nice to me, my mom was hugging me, my baby brother too, they were healing me with reiki, in my heart chakra, I was crying so upset and mad, but all my family came to my side, cheered me up, my dad made me a super cool subway to eat and relax, and I ended up with a smile, and I said, yeah, I love my family, those two can go screw someone else...

And a dream that was being a nightmare ended up a good dream, because I realized how much my family loves me and stands by my side...

What puzzles me is why I keep having these dreams where he comes and challenges me, comes with the woman and bothers me... it's always big spaces, and he always finds me...

This is the fifth dream of the kind in the past few months... :P

Anwyays... it was interesting, and I had to share.

Now, I'm off to eat something and work. I have so much work to do!!

Love in the shape of bittersweet love,

Da Fae.