Near Death Experience?

So, when I was 3 or 4 I got up in the middle of the night and drank enough mouthwash to knock myself out. So, my parents woke up in the am and couldn't get me up, so they took me to children's hospital. I remember having tubes down my throat, so they must have pumped my stomach. So, anyway. I asked my Mom about it today and she told me it was no big deal, that I must have been a little drunk, and why was I asking about it.

So, anyhow. In no way am I looking to make a bigger deal out of this that it was, but something tells me it was a big deal at the time, and that as usual, she wasn't being "conscious" or aware.

I remember coming home from the hospital and trying to run away, screaming at my parents that they really didn't love me. Ironic, eh?

Thoughts and comments as usual are appreciated! Love, Karen