Lost my faith...

Hello everyone. Yeah, I've been quiet for some time. Busy and having so many things going on.

First of all... Arturo came, but our energies were non compatible. It was a bummer, but it made me realize you can't really replace people. At least I gave it the benefit of the doubt and I tried. I gave it a shot. And it did not work.

Then I went to the Noospheric seminar. It was awesome. But it has made such a revolution in me, I feel quite lost and tired.

I feel sad too.

It's like the closer I get to higher frequencies, the harder it is for me to stay tuned and positive.

I feel super sad and tired. And I found out I am showing some bipolar personality symptoms. Way to go (that would explain a lot actually LOL).

I'm currently busy organizing the first Day out of Time festival in my state. People are awesome, helping, and all is going overall well in regards of this.

Still, there are all these things going on that I can't figure out, I can't understand.

I wonder why I am so complicated... at times I wish I were normal... but I guess I just am what I am.

I'm sorry if I don't make much sense. I just needed to vent spleen. Writing is a great therapy.

I hope all is going well on your end of the world.

I send you all my love and best wishes!
Aida.

BTW, the title refers to a song by Seal that explains much of what I am feeling like right now. That one and "Just like you said". He's a great artist.