Peeling the Onion

Peeling the onion of duality. Been conscious of this lately. I now have much less motivation to post to dialogs/discussions that are respectable exchanges but in the end are exercises in duality which I no longer need. I find little need, anymore, to chase knowledge down. It seems the more I'm able to stay in the NOW the more the awareness I need appears, when I need it. I remember how often I would be SO invested in convincing people, either overtly or covertly, that what I was saying was valid. That the definition of the words I used were THE definitions that were intended for these words. I believe that these times were/are so important for me. For whenever I was satisfied that what I had projected was true, sooner or later, that truth was exposed for what it was....a temporal truth but a necessary one for me to peel thru another layer of the onion. Today I read posts/blogs and find such wonderful readings, some of which give me a twinge to respond w/ a different prospective. However more often than not it seems better, for me, to watch the 'play' carry on, retrieving what resonates w/ me. I am grateful for each and every intellectual exchange I've had and although I am not to the CENTER of the onion, yet, it's not important for me to do anything but stay connected to the Source.
Namaste,
Mark