Illness a side path to Ascension

For the past two months I have come to terms with an illness that has left me with sight loss in one eye and restrictions on what I can physically do. At one point I could not articulate my speech as I would have liked and my memory was almost none existent. But over this period I have recovered sufficiently to have gone back to work for a couple of hours and regained my independence. individual Light Workers have taught me so much over this period and have kept my sanity.
Illness for me although frightening and painful can be seen as a Gift.
It strips the Ego from my Id and begins the process of 'Letting go' some of my old ways of thinking. At the lowest point of my illness. I held on to the wall. I was left with a small voice within. My real soul, nothing else mattered or matters.
Ascension is the Evolution of the Soul. separating away from the Self and towards the Knowledge of light and Love. That is the reality of the Universe. I see through the gift of an illness that this is all that matters and that this knowledge is so Beautiful it has no name it exists in Peace and is warm and embracing.
I am learning that following the Ego in the old ways, is the wrong path. Follow your Soul and you cannot go wrong you can destroy Fear, rejoice in life.
Fear is a virtual Prison. A trap! society and religion use it to control us.
It is part of our old 'Reptilian Brain' that protected us on a lower level of ascension.
I was terrified of going back to work of having another Stroke of falling on the floor and going Urrrgh
I was told to breath deep by a light worker in a PM so I breathed Love meditated on calm peaceful nothingness. Had a Deep awareness of a Power holding me.
As I walked through the door the Fear vanished.
A new life began.
I am reminded of Caroline Myss quote about Fear
"Do you really want to look back on your life and say how wonderful it could have been had you not been afraid to live it?"
I hope this Blog helps someone
Love
Les