Breathe the Water

I have come to associate water with Love.
My body is 85% water.
The Earth is 75% water.
Water is essential for all beings and life of Earth-Shan.

I breathe water in the air everyday.
Yet I feel like Ed Harris in the Abyss or Gary Sinese in Mission to Mars when they put on the life support suits.
The water is rising inside of my suit and I AM so scared to allow myself to breathe.
I hold my breath in denial.
I have been so conditioned to believe that I cannot breathe water.
My Mother held my head above the water when I was a child in the bath tub.
My Father taught me to hold my head above the water when I learned to swim.
My Brother saved me from certain death when I became to weak to swim.
We all put on 'Life Support' suits to venture into the depths of water.
Water is everywhere yet we are all afraid to let it in.

Everyday I read the magnificent writings of the Ascended Masters.
I come to LightWorkers and eagerly read the Chanelings.
I get messages in my email from the representatives of Creation and Heaven.
I see the reminders all the time on my clocks and every electronic device 11:11 333 Everywhere I look I see the infinate wisdom of water.

I drink the water by the gallons.
I bath in the water.
I swim in the water.
I play in the water.
Running water soothes me like nothing else.
I dream of water.
I dream of being a fish.
Water is everywhere and in everything.
I see it, feel it and rejoyce in it.
I still struggle to breathe it in.

Much of the time I see myself as the spoiled kid in the mall candy store.
Face and hands sticky and covered in chocolate.
Pockets bulging with confections of all types.
Screaming at the top of my lungs for my Mother and Father to buy me more.

I know that my path is designed to make me aprieciate the gifts being bestowed upon me.
I know that I must earn it like a teenager purchasing his first car.
If Mother or Father just buys it for us we will treat it with much less respect.

I wish to give my most sincere Love and gratitude to my Angelic and Spiritual guides.
I know I have been a difficult student.
I wish to thank you for never giving up on me, even in the most trying of circumstances.
I wish to thank Mother and Father for giving me the honor of being human again.
I wish to publicly offer my sincere gratitude and love to my twin flame (I call her Sarah)

I dive into the ocean and try to breathe.
I try to tie bricks to my feet and throw myself in.
I hold my head under the water in the tub for as long as I can.
I wash my hands and face every chance I get.

I know I should not force or try to do anything.
I know that I should jump into the river and just flow.

I see people able to 'channel' and speak to/for those of the aquatic rhelms.
I see people able to breathe under water.
I see people with abundant amounts of water.

I ask for one wish this first day of summer.
Please take all of humanity to the beach.
Please let me take off my goggles so I can see under water as I snorkle along the beach.
It is my hope and prayer that others will see and join me in the water.

Jump in and let go of the shore!