Saying Goodbye

Today, I said goodbye to my best friend. It has been a long journey, over eighteen years. My friend was brought back into my life, long enough for me to help save his life. And then like so many things that we are called to do, in a flicker he is now on his own path. Gone from my life possibly until we meet again in the next reality. The thing I will miss the most is his smile. (I'm crying as I write and remember him) I realize that saying goodbye is difficult, but thankfully I was prepared by my guides. There was no doubt that I was called back to him for a purpose. For one of the first times in my new found spirituality I listened to exactly what I was being guided to do. I did not ask questions, I simply reacted, kept moving forward, kept listening to their voices, kept doing. Kept believing and kept trusting that they would not send me down the wrong path. My higher powers knew what they were doing. As much as I had to sacrifice (our relationship) to do as I was asked, my friend is alive as a result. He has refound his own spiritual center and is moving towards enlightenment. For him to do so we both had to give up something very special, our unique friendship. I realize that this and many more things I will be asked to sacrifice and shed as we move forward in the coming events. This was my first big one.

Each step of our path seems to be a series of doors that we need to pass through, each one taking us to the next level of conscienceness. Sometimes in life we don't realize that we have already passed through a door, until low and behold we turn our heads and much to our surprise, we have already gone through it, well on our way to the next doorway. How painful each doorway passage is, depends on how much we are willing to listen to the source. The less we struggle against our destiny, the fewer bruises we will have coming out the other side. In my case, I reached a crossroads where my past met the present. It is a very unique experience, in today's time compression to look over your shoulder and realize that you can reach out and touch eighteen years behind you as if it was yesterday. It is a wrinkle in time and somewhat of a gift of interdimentional enlightenment.As we all know time is now becoming a thing of the past. We just won't need it any more. Imagine that!

I have just passed through the biggest doorway of my life, relatively unscathed. A bit sad, but still in one piece. Truthfully, finding this space with all of you has helped me enormously. So thank you if you are reading this. I am ready to move on. I thank my guides for their love and patience. I will also always love my friend, until we meet again.