Ascension, lightworkers, light/dark, love/fear

The big shift that has been predicted for thousands of years is nearly (relatively speaking) upon us. However, in terms of 'time', in the time of no-time, the Ascension has already happened. We may not know what it will look like, but the universe sure as hell does. In the clockwork perfection of the universe, every person, every animal, every thing, every molecule of the universe is functioning in accordance with everything else to bring about a shift which has already happened. Its is perfect. Unimaginably perfect. Every little thing, every tiny little thing, is contributing in its own perfect way to bring about this shift thats already happened. There is no one thing contributing any more or any less than any other thing.

With this in mind, if being a 'lightworker' is to be someone who is here to contribute to the shift, then arnt we all 'lightworkers'? Furthermore, how can one who labels themselves a 'lightworker', possibly know what it is to be doing 'lightwork'? In my opinion it is possible that there are countless angels on the planet today taking the form of murderers, drug addicts, alcohol abusers, mentally ill, and homeless people. It is possible that there are many on earth who may seem to be 'of the dark' who may actually be teaching profound lessons, and giving profound unseen gifts to us all. If there is a truth, we are ALL of the light - there is no dark. There are just degrees of light/vibration. How can there possibly be any dark? There is no one person on this planet contributing more to the Ascension than anyone else, we are all inter-connected. Furthermore, to assume that we can contribute more to the Ascension than someone else, is just plain arrogance. To give you a personal example, I have been compelled for countless hours in the past few years to walk, and drive the ley lines. It is not something I have had a choice about, believe me, when the universe wants me to get in the car and drive, I have no choice - its either do it or throw up! It seems that part of what the universe wants me to do here is help clear the ley lines. I can honestly say that I havnt a bloody clue what the ley lines are for, but I have been told by a variety of channellers etc that that is what my driving/walking is about. I dont even care what the ley lines are for, I just know that when I have to get in the car and drive in a particular circle for 3 hours, there is no fighting it. Does this mean that my contribution to the ascension is more valuable than my next door neighbour who sits in front of the telly while I am out driving? No! It is ALL perfect, and his sitting watching the telly is just as perfect as my doing whatever the hell it is Im doing with the ley lines.

So what is my point here? Ok. My point is, that I see many people on here who believe it is there job/purpose to be doing 'lightwork', and who even identify themselves by their 'lightwork' My question is a) how can you possibly know for certain that it is true that this is your job/purpose, and b) even if you do take it is as true, how can you possibly know what form your 'lightwork' should take? How can you know that murdering someone is not just as valuable a 'contribution' as sending light and love to Iraq? I personally feel that to send light/love/healing to a person or situation that has not asked for it, is a straightforward energetic violation. It implies that the universe is less than perfect, and furthermore it implies that you know what is best for the universe. This is ego pure and simple. Sending energy from this position is to send energy from fear, not love! Which ultimately creates more conflict for both the sender and the intended recipient.

Which begs an obvious question. If I dont see it as my job/purpose to do 'lightwork', then why am I writing this message, and furthermore, why am I here on the website? The answer is simple. I no longer have any decisions to make. It seems the universe wants me here until it doesnt. Who is writing this message? Is it 'Me'? Is there a 'Me' in the first place to be writing this message? My Ascension journey has been hard but straightforward. Its been a case of releasing and clearing all fear which has prevented me from surrendering to the 'All That Is', to the universe, to God, to the flow of life. I notice that when I am surrendered to the universe, there are no decisions to make. The truth is, after I post this message there may be a touch of fear come up - I do not come from a background in which saying confrontational or oppositional things has been easy - I am not the 'finished' article myself. But right now, in my surrendered state it seems that these words are just wanting to be said. And what they want to say is -

'Mind Your Own Business!' (Unless the universe says otherwise!)

The earthquakes are perfect. The wars are perfect. The murders and the rapes are perfect. The governments are perfect. They do not need our light and love. Unless the universe believes they do!

I want to be very clear about something though. I am not advocating inaction. I am not advocating apathy. I am not advocating sitting on our arses waiting for the ascension to happen. I am not advocating refusing to do healings (I am a Reconnective Healer, NLP Practitioner, EFT Practitioner blah blah blah myself!). What I am suggesting is that we focus on our own fears and hurts, and in the process of releasing them, in our beautiful joyful state of surrender, the universe will make our decisions for us. In my opinion, if there is such a thing as a 'lightworker' or 'wayshower', then s/he is one who does the work on themselves thereby showing others how do it it themselves. Find your own joy and others will follow. Find your own freedom and others will follow. Find your own ease and others will follow. I have many friends who are in 3D - they are not interested in sending love and light to Iraq. But they are interested in abundance! If I can show them how to be abundant, then I will also be showing them how to be in joy. If the universe wants me to do that, perfect! If it doesnt, perfect! I have no idea if my friends are here to be abundant or not. But either way, its perfect!

So thats it. I realise that I may well be at odds here with the laws of the website. Sorry to any of my moderator pals who I may be putting in a difficult position here. If you have to ban me I wont hold it against you, in fact I hope to stay in contact. I have been on and off this site for getting on for a year and a half now, and we have all had our ups and downs. I would be sorry to leave. I am NOT trying to bring down the website. But if thats the way of it for me to leave, then I guess its perfect. Love will no longer allow me to not stand in my truth, even if my truth is not popular.

Take care,
Andrew