Thank you to the Guardian of my Heart and a Lesson Learned!

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Thank you to the Guardian of my Heart.

As a young girl, I gave the key to my heart to a certain someone as a childish, impetuous gesture.

Little did I know almost 30 years later, HE would still be guarding me heart from the other side.

Although HE passed on almost 17 years ago, he is still my best friend and still one of my great loves.

Tonight I say thank-you... please forgive me in trusting some that I SHOULD NOT trust.

I refuse to become bitter towards all men just because of a select few.
What I realize now, is all the 'WRONG' ones who are put in my path are put there for a reason -to make me grow, to teach me a lesson and to overcome some challanges.

The dark ones are always attracted to the Light and will try their best to alter me from the path that I am destined to take.

Truth and Trust will not come again easy with any, that I now know
So in the meantime, I will watch and I will wait for a sign... not just any sign.

I know not what that will be or when, but in the meantime, I will not hide my heart, nor will I harden it.

However, the shields are up.. only the ones that I had been destined for will now be allowed through.

So shall it be written, so shall it be.. The Ice Princess will now again walk through the world alone, until she meets 'THE ONE'.. the one strongest and bravest enough to scale the walls and melt her heart.

Until that time, I again say thank-you to my angel guides and the keeper of my heart!

This could have been a lesson learned the hard way... I avow to follow my instincts much more closely and trust the first reaction of that voice within!

So my message to all , is trust your inner self - so much darkness threatens to pull us away from the path we were meant to follow. Darkness arbores the Light. I realize that the stronger my Light shines and the farther that I attempt to send it, the more darkness shall cross my path.

However, the Princess shall stand strong beside me, her sword at the ready ... she shall not let me walk alone.

As darkness tries it's best to close in tonight, I say a blessing and a healing prayer for all those who are lost on their path or are easily tempted to chose the shortcuts... do not settle.. anything worth having is worth working for . . . anything/anyone worth keeping is worth the challenge and the fight. Things are not easy for any of us now. We will be tested and we will be tempted, but the strength within shall prove far greater than any darkness that shall cross our paths.

To all those that I love and I love you all, I light a white candle tonight and I will keep you in my prayers and in my light, all through out this long cold night!

I send out my healing and shine my light to all those who are in the most need of it, those who freely accept it, and those who are truly seeking to find their own Light!

Be Calm Through the Storm & stay always in the light. . .
In Faith, Hope & Love,
Gina

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