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It never ceases to amaze me how much we are loved and I feel honoured to be cherished by those who work with me in spirit as well as on the earth plane xxx not many of you are aware of this but i have had a very wobbly time of things lately and have felt myself doubting in myself and in my abilities xxx however i have kept on working and standing in my light but it had become a real challenge for me xxx so i was happy to take a friend out to the churches and centres to work with me it was almost like someone to hold my hand xxx I could feel myself slowly withdrawing from all of my work which is my life by the way xxx yes i am very lucky to be able to do what i love xxx and i was also lucky to identify why i was feeling the way i did it was my grief i a medium who works with spirit all the time found myself in a black hole xxx strange and very contradictory in relation to my faith and my knowledge xxx but i guess i had to go there xxx and yes i say thank you for it lol xxx for i needed to be nudged into remebering the importance of why i do what i do and of who i am xxx as i never lost my faith just my ability to believe in me xxx last night i sat in quite for a while and pondered it all xxx and thought to myself well i wont have to work on platform on my own again as i have lyn to work with me xxx with that thought came the realisation that loosing my loved ones had totally knocked my confidence and i was so out of kilter xxx and i realised that i had replaced my lack of confidence with fear xxx anyway I was due to work with lyn tonight at a spiritualist church but this afternoon she telephone to say she could not make it xxx so i had to get back in the sadle so to speak and work xxx to say i worked alone is an untruth those who work with me from spirit were wonderfull and my confidence in myself restored xxx I aknowledge it was only a partial fleeting situation but had built up over the last few months xxx and it made me realise how easy it is for lifes knocks to completely throw us and how those knocks bring all our insecurities to the surface xxx so i just wanted to share with you all and just pass the message on that when changes hit us especially those that we have no control over xxx dont loose faith in yourself xxx believe in yourself as others believe in you xxx and love yourself as you are very much loved and very precious xxx oh and you have so much to give and share xxx removes soap box and wishes you all love light and laughter xxx