kiss my ass brain!!!! I love you

what is helpful to share and what is a hindrence? this is tough question. well I would say its a tough question with no available answer ( to me as of yet ) but the comprehension of it gets a little easier. why are all the great masters mostly silent? the time I have spent at the veil transmuting darkenss has led me to this ( probably incomplete ) understanding... after you clear away most of your bullshit one of the major obstacles becomes your ideals, even worse ideals you have acquired from others. some things, I have found just have to be felt and experienced without judgement. this is almost impossible if you are constantly telling yourself things should be this way or they should be that way. all things are one God. I have found this to be the most important thing to remember. when you are able to hold your focus on one God it kind of greases the wheels, so to speak. the one God concept is so misunderstood , I personally am really just now getting it. I liken it to Hinduism. all of the Gods in Hinduism are valid but they are in fact a face, a representation of one God. the one God encomposses all of them. as long as you worship one aspect you will continue to suffer in your life. think about how this applies to life in general. the worship of money, sex, carreers,ascending...these are all faces of the one God as well but you have to look past them, not at them. the sign to Albequerque is not albequerque. idolizing the one aspect will cut off something else within the scope of God and God is everything. You, me, fear, love, hate, monkeys, tax returns etc.... ascension, from my experience, is allowing all of the valves to be open at once. this sometimes requires you to experience things that seem contrary to 'becoming God' or your higher self. one of the things I have found is removing guilt from the process enables you to recieve the highest value of the experience itself. which then gets passed on to the collective 'us'. dont discount your personal battles as having no effect on the world. as one learns we all learn, as one achieves we all achieve, as one. the most bestest thing you can do right now in this world, from where Im sitting, is heal yourself. the universe will call on you when you are needed. you wont be any use to anybody until you heal yourself. as you heal yourself you heal the entire world. I dont know about you but Im tired of everything being such a pain in the ass. I tired of letting some non-existant standard effect how I feel about what Im doing and myself in general. I say dont be afraid of your heart. Let it take over and put your brain on the backseat. All it does is give you shit anyway. Let the calculator crunch numbers while you lay on the beach, broke as hell, but happier then you've ever been in your life. Life is meant to be lived. How is it that something so simple evades the majority of us? perhaps all of the greatest questions provide the answer within the question itself.

Be willing to experience yourself.

Namaste