What an emotional day I'm having..........

This morning has been horribly emotional and negative...there are a few students in my class who I have put my heart and soul into helping this year who have just slammed me down. It's amazing..I was lied to and disrepsected and even shown that these kids just don't have a care for other people in some levels......I am shocked, sad, angry, and well I just feel like sitting down and crying. I love children and I do all I can to guide them and help them. I put my whole self into it. I know I cannot control them and I am probably only feeling their sorrows......possibly. I wish I knew how to not be so caught up in my disappointments. I tend to be so emotional and become offended easily.......however I do not want to change who I am......I just would like to protect myself I suppose. You see today is the last day I will really have time with them and all I want to do now is go home. I am disappointed that my efforts didn't seem to help them. It just breaks my heart. It aches my soul.

It was a day even in the early morning for me.......the day started off this way. I would appreciat some light sent my way. I will try to center myself and see the truth in this situation for myself as well as the one at home from this morning. The rest of my day will be filled with light and love...Joy and Peace.