who is rena ?who is god, who is evil, who are , who are we?

Prolouge:

Hello my name is Rena. I am writing this book about my life, and the things that have happened to me in my life , and also the things I have learned. Life has been very hard for me. I was born into a nice family, that were very strict and overprotective and they still are. I have had problems, mentally and physically, and I still do. I have had a problem with eating food since I was three. For some reason, I was sure that the food was poisen, and I thought my parents were not my real parents. For some reason I was sure I was adopted.

I can remember, being taught how to read and speak since I was about one. I learned many things as a little girl. I learned math and how to read, around 3 or 4. My mom used to read to me everyday, and I remember looking at the pictures in the book while she read, and I’d also look at the words, and put it together, eventually I was reading.

I was a very creative and imaginative little girl, I had a lot of questions for god. I was raised catholic I rememeber being taught about jesus. I prayed to him every night. I also heard a lot of voices. I was also very aware of the 10 commandments, I just couldn’t follow them. Therefore I felt very guilty. To top it off, I was sheltered from reality. Told sex was bad, that I should not have it. Told about hell and fire. If I broke one of the 10 commandments that’s where I would go.

Well, at an early age, I figured since I could not follow these commandments that I was screwed. I had a loud conscience. I heard voices calling my name, or telling me to kill my parents. I pretty much thought I was pure evil. I remember swinging on a swing outside of my house in the backyard, thinking about death for some reason. I felt that I would always be me, even when my body dies that “WHO I AM “ would always exist. This was a comforting thought, but as I grew up I thought different.
The world around me said there was no life after death. That there was no ghosts, or demons or spirits. I got used to the idea that after this life I would cease to exist. I guesse this made me pretty sad. I did not understand why jesus was being taught to me, as a savior, yet the world said.. I would cease to exist when I die.

I had a lot of dreams and as I got older, I had a question about dreams. It was this: “ what is the difference between dreams and reality”. I was walking down to the third floor of my house, in the morning, wondering if I was awake or dreaming. Back then life and my dreams felt the same.

So I remember asking a class mate, { how can I tell when I am dreaming?} She told me that I should try pinching myself, and if it hurt I would know I was not dreaming.

I had a lot of dreams of monsters trying to kill me and being lost. I remember pinching myself in my dreams from that point on. But I was still left with the question “what is reality” this is a question I have been seeking the answer too, my whole life.

Chapter 1 : What is Reality?

Reality, is what is left after, you have abandoned your perception of “the truth”.

Today in this world, in this year 2008, many people have there own perception of “the Truth”. You can hear them speak on the pulpit in churches. There are people writing there own books claiming this and that is “the truth”. There are scientists, claiming they can date the beginning of the creation of this world, and they think this world formed itself, and life was an accident. That humans some how mysticaly morphed from ape to human. To the large populas in this world, this theory of evolution has been adopted as there own reality. This thought is there truth.

People today seem to think that there is actually a democracy here in the USA, as well. Is this reality? Well, lets see. On the back of the dollar bill, there is a pyramid, and a date in latin. The date is 1776. It is a fact that, on that date a secret organization was started, known as the New World Order. Also, this organization is called “the Illuminati”. So what is the goal of the Illuminati?

It is to organize a one world government. A one world military, and a one world currency. To many this does not look like a big deal.

What would you say if I told you that the bible predicted this very event. In the New testament in a book known as “Revelation’ the man john fortold a certain time, and during this time, the generation that see’s “certain Events” actually happen, will not pass.

Well, Rena..you may ask, what does this mean. It means that when certain events happen, I will narrarate these events in a second, know that this is just the beginning of sorrows, for the day of the lord is at hand. These events must come to past in order for the day of the lord to come.

Well Rena …what is the day of the lord?

The Day of the lord, is the day when Jesus Christ is going to return to earth, and destroy “death” and punish the beings that have chosen to worship, false Gods, idols, or things made with there own hands. Those who have chosen to live life, for themselves, those who have used the name of jesus to perform mircacles, to mislead and miusguide masses of humans. Ill be judged.

Jesus is like a Shepard, and we hum,ans are like the sheep. When a sheep runs away, the Shepard will break its legs, to keep it in the heard. Also, when a sheep is lost the Shepard will leave the other sheep, behind and search for the sheep that is lost.

Rena what does this all mean?

Jesus is our Shepard. And we humans are the Lost sheep. Humans do not know the truth. ( reality) therefore they are easily manipulated and mislead, humans don’t seem to use there …logic . Most don’t seem to have proper logic infact. Humans will believe anything that suits there perception of reality, humans seem to fight change.

This is a truth: in life the human is supposed to learn, grow and change. The human is meant to Seek…for answers to his deepest questions.

Jesus has said {seek and ye shall find{ { knock and the door will be opened to you} {ask and it shall be given according to gods will}…. Alright whats your point Rena.

Well my point is, that humans are not seeking for answers to lfes questions. Instead they are using alcohol, drugs, and material things to keep them asleep. Because humans do not have the answers to certain questions. Like this one:

What is the meaning of life?

This does not have a complex answer. It is simple and to the point. What do you think the meaning of life is? Can you take a guesse?

Well, Jesus said “I came that you may have life more abundantly” .

Ok so If I was you, I’d be wondering what that means. Live life more abundantly?

So before Jesus, what was life like, and how were people living?......

Well, lets see what the bible bible says. People were worshipping other gods, and they were sacrificing humans to these gods. It seemed that they lived life to have sex, and get drunk.

Does it seem human nature has changed today? Well, lets see, we have the Playboy mansion, and pornography, lets not forget hookers and prostitutes.

There sure are a lot of, Pagan Religions, like..Id hate to say it “Christianity” Boy has that been perverted.
You are probly confused, here I am talking about jesus and I say Christianity is a cult.

Well lets define “cult” shall we?

• it is a fad , and a system of religious beliefs and rituals.
• In traditional uses, the cult of religion, is the totality of external religious practices.
• The rituals and observances of a particular religion esp. those pertaining to a single deity.
• A religios group group that denies the essential doctrines of Christianity. The term is usually reserved for groups founded after 1750.

Now did I not mention, the illuminati was created in 1776, the latin date on the back of the one dollar bill?

Alright back to that scripture “Jesus came so that we could have Life, and have life more abundantly”

Ok what does abundant mean?

• a great and plentiful amount
• fullness to overflowing
• affluence and wealth
• fruitfulness

Ok what does it mean to be fruitful?

• *condusive to productivity
• producing something in abundance
• producing results
• rewarding, worthwhile, productive

So Jesus came to help us become productive, rewarding , and worthwhile, and effective.

{I came that you may have life and have life more abundantly}

Ok the next question is what is “life”?
• God said we are living souls. Therefore to define life I will use the term “soul life” . Soul life : the seat of real life, or vitality, the source of action, the animating or essential part.
• The leader the inspirer, the moving spirit, the heart.
• Energy, courage, spirit,. Inherent power or goodness.
• A human being a person, a pure or disembodied spirit.
• To endue with a soul, to furnish with a soul or mind.

Alright so Jesus came, to give us vitality energy, to act as a source of action. To lead , to inspire, to move in our heart with his spirit. To give us courage, he is the inherent power or goodness in each soul. He came as a human being to furnish us with a soul or mind. His soul and mind. He also came to make us productive, rewarding, worthwhile and effective.

So it seems the point of life is to be effective to act and to be worthwhile.

What is “action”?
• the event of connected series of events, either real or imaginary, forming the subject of a play, poem or any other composition. The unfolding drama of events.
• The attitude or postion of several parts of the body as expressive of the sentiment or passion depicted (in other words movement according to gods will)
• An engagement between troups in war ( we humans are in a war) (we are gods army).

The definition of “effective”
• That which produces a given effect.
• One who is capable of active service ( you and me doing god will)( helping mankind remember god our creator)
• Having power to produce an effect.

So apparently, we are here to produce a powerful effect. Each of us is meant to have an effect in this world. And jesus helps us do just that.

Finally with the facts I just presented, this is my conclusion:

Reality, is the truth. The truth is we humans are called living souls. We are the source of action, which is the unfolding dram of events in this earth. We are here for a reason and that reason is to be effective. We are capable of active service to god and mankind, and life.

We are meant to have an effect on this earth, and in this entire universe. Jesus is the leader and the inspirer, who is the moving spirit in the heart. Jesus is the inherent power of goodness in this universe. We are made to be rewarding and productive to god. Humanity and life. Period.

We are here to help each other, love each other, learn from each other, teach one another. And be greatful to our creator and helpful. Happy and joyful with him, also we are here to learn who Our god is what he is why he is and what he desires for each of us. This is the reason we exist. And the earth is the place we have come, to remember who god is and why we are.

The war, the government, money, marriage, fame, fortune, hatred, murder, sex, drugs, majick, rage, laziness, hopelessness, science, philosophy, writing, art, schools, houses, churches and temples, Hollywood, work tabloids, newspapers, religion, normalacy and morality also being self surving. these things are meant to be overcome, for these are the spiritual deseases that keep our spirit and soul bound and chained.

We are here, to overcome the world, with jesus as our guide, so we can get beack to the eternal realm, where god created our souls and spirits. We are here to realize, we exist, and that our creator loves us and wants us to be with him.

When we get sucked up in the illusions of fame, fortune and power, we feed into the the lies. And the lies are polar opposites of the truth.

Smile, you are here to be effective, you have worth.
This is the truth.

Chapter 2 : The Day Of the Lord

We were speaking of the day of the lord earlier. And I was demonstrating, that this day, in this year, 2008 is {the day of the lord} .

Well how Rena? Well, The bible mentions signs to look for, outlined in the new testament in the book of revelation.

In Rev 4 :11 it reads “ thou art worthy o lord to receive glory honour and power for thou hast created all things and for thy pleasure they are and where created.”

Humans, earth and life were created for gods pleasure.

The signs of the day of the lord, Rev 8
• natural disaster, thunder, lightning, hurricane, earth quake.
• War : fires, blood. Trees and grass are burnt.
• Volcano erupts somewhere in the ocean, and kills many fish therin. And turns the water to blood.
• A third art of the creatures that had life were killed and also a third of the ships at sea were destroyed.
• A great star from heaven hits part of the waters and rivers on earth. The object is described as a burning lamp.
• The star is called wormwood. It ends up making the waters bitter. It says the waters turn to “wormwood”
• A third part of the sun was hit by something the, moon and the stars were darkened and the day shone not nor the night, for a third part.
• An angel says woe to the inhabitatants of the earth
• Another star falls from heaven to earth and to him are given the keys of the bottomless pit

• He opens the pit, and smoke rises from it, smoke like a furnace, this smoke darkened the sun and the air.

• There out of the smoke came locusts upon the earth, and unto them was given power, like the scorpians have power.

• It was commanded them that they should not hurt grass or any green thing on earth just the men who do not have the seal of god. In there foreheads. ( the mark of the beast these creatures are those nasty greys that live under ground)

• They were not to kill them, but they were to torture them for 5 month, like when a scorpion strikes a man.

• In those days men shall desire to die and seek death but will not find it.

• The shape of the locusts were like horses prepared to battle. They wore crowns of gold on there head, there faces were as the faces of men.

• They had hair as the hair of women and teeth like the teeth of lions.

• They had breastplates as breast plates of iron, and the sound of there wings was as the sound of many chariots with horses running to battle ( sounds like earth is envaded by outer space galactic aliens, with metal space ships that are loud) locusts destroy all plant life and every green thing, but these locusts are sent to destroy the people of the true god.

• They had tails like scorpiansm and they had power to hurt man for five months.

• They had a king over them, it was the king of the bottomless pit, his name his Hebrew name is abbadon, and his greek name is appollyon.

• 4 Angels that were bound in the river called eupharates are loosed which were prepared for an hour a day a month and a year for to slay a third part of men ( sound like the depopulation agenda of the new world order)

• The number of the army of horsemen were 200,000, those on the horses had breastplates of fire, jacinth and brimstone: and the heads of the horse were as the heads of lions and they issued fire, smoke and brimstone out of there mouths ( sounds like, those Chinese dragons, with a lion face and a serpent like body, that blows fire)

• By these three, the fire, smoke and brimstone that was issued out of there mouth, was a third of man killed. ( sounds like a war an invasion)

• For the power is in there mouth and in there tails: the tails were like serpents and had heads and with them they do hurt.

• Those that were not killed, were left on earth, they were those that worshipped idols and did not repent

• Then an angel swares by god who created all things, that there should be Time No longer. ( no more time? )

• When this 7th angel begins to sound the mystery of god shall be finished, as he has declared to his profits and servants.

• Then, the 2 witnesses shall prophecy on earthm in sackcloth 1, thousand 200 and three score days. They have the power to shut heaven and cause the water to turn to blood. There will be no rain in the days of there prophecy, and they can smite the earth with as many plagues as they want.

• And when they have finished there testimony the beast from the pit will kill them in Egypt, in the place where jesus was crucified.

• And the people shall see there dead bodies 3 and a half days and wont bury the bodies.

• After that gods spirit filled the bodies and they got up. And were alive.

• An earth quake slays 7000 men in the city and the people left over were scared and they worshipped god.

• Then, there was hail more earth quakes thunder and lightnings and voices. It was time, for the judgment of the dead.

• Then there was a war in heaven, micheal and the dragon and his angels fought

• The dragon did not win, and this heaven he resided in no more. The devil and his angels were then cast into the dimension called earth.

• The devil makes a flood and the earth swallows it up

• The the devil makes war with her seed those who keep the commandments of god and have the testimony of jesus Christ.

• A beast comes out of the earth and it is worshipped and it blasphemes god. And makes war with the saints and overcomes them. He had power for 42 months.

• Another beast comes out of the earth he has 2 horns like a lamb but speaks as a dragon. He uses miracles to deceive, he makes fire from heaven appear to the people, then he tells people they should make an image to him cause he was stabbed with a sword and lived.

• He has power to give life to the beast. That the beasat should speak and cause all who would not worship that image, to be killed.

• He caused all to receive a mark in there foreheads or hands. No man can buy or sell, unless he has the name or mark of the beast. ( The united nations? ){for those who are wise, count the number of the beast it is a number of a man 666)

• The truth is if anyone takes the mark of the beast, they will be tormented with fire and brimstone. In the presence of the holy angels and the lamb. The 144,000 are those who are the first to be redeemed. And look spotless to the lamb, those who had clean mouths.

• Those who worship the beast and his image will have no rest. And will be tormented forever and ever.

• At this time the earth is what you would say is ripe for the picking. God , causes such destruction, that there is blood up to the horse bridles, Blood. By the space of 1006 furlongs.

• The angel thrusts his sickle into the earth, and gathered the vine of the earth, and cast it into the great winepress of god. And the winepress was without city and blood came out pf the winepress

• The seven last plagues to be released: john says he saw a sea of glass mingled with fire: and them that had gotten victory over the beast, and over his image and over his mark, and over the number of his name, standing on the sea of glass playing harps.

• A vial of gods wrath was let loose on the earth and was like a sore on the earth

• Next, the second angel empties his vial on the sea, and the sea became blood, blood of a dead man and every living soul in the sea dies.

• Third angel pours out his vile on the rivers and mountains and they become as blood also. ( it seems the war is the worst ever)

• The fourth angel had the power to scorch people with the sun. and burn them with fire. And men were scorched with the sun, and blasphemed god, and they still did not repent.

• The fifth angel poured out his vial, upon the seat of the beast, and his kingdom was full of darkness, and they gnawed there tounges for pain. They too blasphemed god for there pain and did not repent.

• The river eupharates was then dried up to make way for the kings of the east.

• Then the devil and the beast showed the world miracles that he might get people to fight with him against god, he gathered them in a place called armegedon.

• The seventh vial was poured into the air, and a voice came from heaven saying “it is done”. And there were voices and lightnings and thunders. There was an earthquake like none before ever on earth.

• And the cities were gathered into 3 parts. And the cities of the nations fell, then god remembered Babylon, to give her some of his wrath

• Then every island fled away and the mountains were not found.

Well after all this, the devil is bound for 1000yrs, and all the dead that were killed on earth exept the ones that had not worshipped the beast or taken the mar, were going to stay dead for 1000 yrs and when they rise it will be the first resurrection.
Blessed and holy is he that has part in the first resurrection, for he has no part in the second death. They will reighn with Christ for 1000 years.

The devil will be loosed again.

Ok, that’s enough for now. This is the day of the lord. QUICKLY there will come the new world order. So what are the signs? The bible says this:

• men will be lovers of self
• men will be tricked into occult
• there will be many natural disasters
• wars and rumors of wars
• things that were once wrong are now considered right and vise versa.
• It will be like the days of noah, men will be having fun and not even expecting it to come, Staying drunk as well.
• People will receive the mark and with out it they cant buy or sell.
• Strange cratures will be loosed from with in the earth, and they will destroy some humans.
• There will be many illusions performed by false profits.
• Major increase in technology.
• Everything will be so subtle.

Well friends I am not sure if you are aware of today, in this year 2008. Today these prophecies are being fulfilled. This is the day of the lord the beginning of sorrows. People are talking of a rapture, but all I see in the bible is mention of 144,000 sealed men of god, that are to be gathered first. That is the only rapture I can think of.

So be aware of what is happening now, watch the news and read between the lines, see for yourself , that this is the Day of the Lord.

Chapter 3 : The beginning, the ever present, the always, I am

In order to understand the end you must first understand the beginning. The Beginning of what Rena? Well, the beginning of you. You may be wondering “the beginning of me?” Yes you.

You must seek to know who you are. By understanding who you are it is easy to understand why things are happening the way they are around you, and what part you play in this drama called “life’.

After, you have idea of who you are, through prayer to jesus, by asking him to show you, you will notice that who you are has a lot to do with who jesus is.

Because before you and I ever where, Jesus Is. He is the ever present “I am” He had no beginning and you and I did.

The beginning of everything has a story and a purpose to it. Life was not made by mistake. It was gods will to be known. That all that is be seen.

In the book of john, in the new testament, john describes god. He says:

“in the beginning was the word, and the word was with god god, and the word was god” John 1:1
“the same was in the beginning with god” john 1:2
“all things were made by him: and without him was not anything made that was made” John 1: 3
“in him was life and the life was the light of men” john 1; 4
“ and the light shineth in the darkness; and the darkness did not comprehend the light” john 1: 5

John 1: 10: “He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not”

John”1 :11 : “ He came unto his own and his own received him not”

12: “but as many as received him, to them he gave power
to become the sons of god. Even to them that believe on his na,me.”

It seems humans feel it is very hard to comprehend, a being that always existed. It seems that there is no such thing as nothing. This concept is not really that hard to comprehend. Because it is logical to assume that something has to come from something. It is as simple as that.

Now, the bible says this in genisis chapter one:

“In the beginning god created the heaven and the earth”

Well, Rena what does that mean? Well I will show you, we will have to break this down. Let us start with, the word “create”

Create:
• To bring into being, to cause to exist.
• To be the occasion of, to cause, to produce, to form or fashion to renew.
• To invest with new form.

Ok So god “formed” or fashioned the heaven and the earth. Or he invested with a new form. This leads me to believe god may have formed other planets and such before he made this unverse.

So, what is a heaven?
• Heaven is the expanse of space surrounding the earth. Esp that which seems to be over the earth, like a great arch or dome. The firmament the sky, the place where the sun the moon and the stars appear.
• The dwelling place of the deity, the abode of bliss, the place or state, of the blessed after death.
• A sublime or exalted postion

Ok so god created the expanse of space surrounding the earth,the firmament, the sky the place where the sun and moon and stars appear. Also, the dwelling place of god, the abode or state of bliss. A sublime exalted position.

Alright, so we see god actually formed the heaven and the earth. Therefore he imagined or thought about the heavens and the earth before it was formed. Since he thought of the heaven and the earth, it already existed. God is able to see all possibility. And as long as it is in the mind of god, it exists as a reality, and a truth.

Ok, lets go alittle further, in Genisis chapt 1 :2

“And the earth was with out form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.”

Can you even imaginem how the earth would look if it was with out form and void. I sure cant, but if we can define the wors “without form” and “void” we may get a clearer picture.

Void:
• containing nothing, empty, vacant, not occupied not filled.
• Being without, destitute, free, wanting, devoid as void of learning in other words, ignorant. Void of learning.
• Not producing any effect, in effectual and vain. ( what we have here is the opposite of life, which is effectual, which learns, which is not ignorant but has wisdom, knowledge and love)
• Containing no immaterial (eternal) quality, destitute of mind or soul.
• An empty space or a vacuum.

Ok lets picture a void. It contains nothing, yet it seems to have a personality. It is ignorant, and void of learning. It is lazy and unproductive, it has no mind and no soul. It contains no immaterial quality it is an empty space or a vacuum.

What is a personality? Lets see.
• that which constitutes, distinction of a person. The externally evident aspects of the character or behavior of a person, individuality.
• Something said or written which refers to a person.
• A person who is famous or notable.

So this void, is written about, it refers to the person as being absent of light. That the person is ignorant, and empty, and unproductive, it is free and wanting at the same time. This person is notable and famouse.

Lets Define Person:
• a character or part, as in a play, a specific kind or manifestation of individual character, whether in real life or in literary or dramatic representation. An assumed character.

Alright, then the void is a person and a person is a character in life. Lets go on.

Person:
• living self conscious being, as distinct from an animal or thing.

• A moral agent , a man woman or child.
• A human being spoken of indefinitely
• To represent as a person to personify to impersonate.

Well, this is interesting, being a person seems to be negative. The person is self conscious, that’s not a good thing, The person is moral. Well I don’t like morality. And a person seems to be a lie, seeing that the person is a personification of something or that a person is impersonating something. Also a person seems to be an actor. Therefore, if a person is a lie, and a person is an actor, then what is the truth.

Ok well, what does the word impersonate mean?
• to invest with personality, to endow with the form of a living being.
• To assume or represent, the person or character of, to personate as.

Alright so, the void is a person and a personality, that is in the form of a living being. It is a living self conscious being as distinct from and animal or thing.. It is moral and it lies, it is impersonating life. It is personifying life. But it is not alive. It is a living being. In other words it is an organism. An organized body of living economy.

An individual of some type of life form. Such as a plant an animal, or a microorganism. The void is an organized, body of living economy, this void is an organism of economy well, what is economy?

• The management of resources, of a community, country etc, esp with a view to its productivity.
• The regulation of the parts or functions of an organic whole. And organized system or method.
• The efficient sparing or concise use of something.
• Careful thrifty management of resources, such as money, materials or labor.
• An example or result of such management, a saving.
• An organized system.

Does this sound familiar? Can you picture the void as an organism, that manages resources of community and country? That regulates parts or functions of an organic whole? That is efficient in sparing things such as “gold” “silver” “ humans” etc. an organism that manages resources such as money materials or labor? An organism that is a result of such management? An organism that is an organized system?

How does this Void look?
Does it sound familiar?
The people are ruled by what? Humans are ruled by what?

The government?

Interesting.
Wow, before all this research I just pictured void as…darkness, ya know?

Well, that was very refreshing and eye opening was it not? It seems as if the void was created? In the beginning yes? Ok so god created this void? Ok, lets move on.

Lets get something straight, in the beginning god, created the earth. The qualities earth had were, it was void and without form.

Well as you have seen void is a vacuum yes, but it is also a living organism of economy with out a mind or a soul, it is free but is always wanting. It has order and it needs to control everything. It wants to save Money, and use the materials of the earth, its resources and humans. It wants to monitor everything on the earth. It wants to use all the resources on the earth.

This void wants to use everything around it it ios greedy and wants to control everything, it is a consuming fire, and causes death and devestation where ever it goes. Well if earth I void, then it just wants to consume all its resources and whatever life is on it. It was created this way though. God did this for a reason

The earth was also created without form, lets see what that means. What is Form?
• lacking a definite or regular form or shape.( I must note here, that demons lack a definite form or shape as well as all the cells and atoms that make up this world, they are always moving and changing)
• lacking order, having no material existence
• chaotic
• an agragate of formless particles
• having no physical form “formless but often malevolent beings”

Ok so god also created earth which is a living being, and organism of economy, that is always needing, yet is free, that hasvan organized sytem, yet lacks order and is formless. The beings that exist as earth have no form nor exist in the material. Before god could form anything he has to create formlessness. In formlessness, there is infinite possibilitym it is what god used, to create form, inside formlessness everything exists, formlessness is the building block to life. It is also immaterial.

In order for god to make the material world he need to make the “immaterial” earth. The formless earth. Earth did not look circular in the beginning, it didn’t have order. It was a mess, of living economic particles.

Lets define, immaterial:
• of no essence, not pertinent , irrelevant, not material incorparol spiritual.
• Not consisting of matter
• It has a corporeal property which is : such as may bee seen and handled, and exists only in contemplation.

Ok wow. This is the stuff in gods mind. It has no matter, it is spiritual, and it can be seen and handled but it only exists in gods mind, that means the formless, world existed in the gods contemplation. This means god contemplated this economic organism of control, that is organized, and has a personality. Which personifies or represents and impersonates life. But is not life. It contemplated, spiritual, living organism of economy.

Now earth also consisted of darkness. Lets see what darkness really looks like.

Darkness:
• wickedness or evil
• obscurity and concealment
• lack of knowledge or enlightment
• reflecting only a small fraction of incident light.
• Secret, difficult to understand
• Absence of moral or spiritual values
• A state of privacy or secrecy ( does that sound familiar? Our gov?)
• A state of ignorance or error.
• A state of distress or trouble.

So god created the earth, in his thoughts with a state of distress, or trouble,dufficult to understand and secret. Without spiritual values. With wickedness and evil and god did this in secret.

Wow, amazing. So this organism, not only has an agenda but it is wicked and evil, and immoral. And it was purposely created this way, even before mankind, roamed the earth.

Now this darkness this immoral evil stuff was Upon the face of the deep. What does that mean Rena? Well lets see what the deep ;looks like.

The deep:
• Having a specified dimension in depth. Sounds like math.
• Having a specified width,or number of items from front to back.
• Immersed or submerged or heavily covered with ( darkness) evil immorality , secrecy, error and distress.
• Difficult to penetrate or understand
• Not superficial, profound
• Great in measure, intense and extreme ( god created a place that can be measured, the word space comes to mind)
• Dark and vivid in color
• Profoundly cunning or artful
• A vast extent as of space and time. ( ok so god created space and time)
• Far on in time ( so this deep, is far on in time, it is the future, it is a becoming, a constant becoming, changing organism.)
• It is very learned or intellectual
• It exhibits great cunning or craft (technology)
• Very obsorbed in thought
• Profound in quality, or feeling
• Rich and intense in shade
• Large in quantity or size
• Marked by depth of thinking

It seems god created this deep, in size, rich in shade he made it intelligent, he made it large, and far on in time, this deep is the future, the past and the present all at once, it is artful and cunning, and profound in feeling it is submerged in evil and wickedness and it has a specified dimension and number,

Does this description of the deep sound and feel a bit familiar?
It does to me, all I can say is the word (earth).

And also god created waters. Lets see what they are.

Waters:
• a transparent odorless tasteless liquid.
• The surface of a stream, river or lake
• A wavy lustrous pattern or marking
• The degree of transparency, and brilliancy of a diamond or other precious stone.
• Used to discharge and fill with,or to drink
• Worked or powered by
• Holding or designed to hold water ( the human body is designed to hold water,)
• To be logical, defensible or valid
• A level of excellence
• The serous fluid, in which the embryo is suspended inside the amnion, before a women gives birth her water breaks.

Ok the most important thing to know about these waters that god created is that it is a fluid in which the embryo is suspended inside the amnion.

What is an amnion?

• A thin tough tough, membranous sac, that encloses the embryo, filled with a serous fluid.

What is serous fluid?
• a bodily fluid resembling serum

What is serum fluid?
• the clear pale yellow liquid, that separates from the clot in co agulation of blood. Blood serum.
• A thin clear part of the fluid of plants.
• An amber watery fluid rich in proteins that separates out, when blood coagulates. It cause scabs.
• The watery portion of the blood plasma

Ok, so lets say, the waters are like a serum. And the spirit of god moved upon the face of the serum,its from blood rememeber. So in the beginning god created waters, and blood, and serum. Can you picture that? Its seems as if, in the beginning god created everything in his thoughts in grave detail. It probly looked like organs blood viens, gew etc. and it was rich in deep colors, kinda like viens and brains and blood and organs.

The word “Primordial soup” comes to mind here.

Let us now see what a spirit looks like and is:
• The principle of conscious life, the vital principle in humans, animating the body or mediationg between body and soul.
• A divine, inspiring or animating being
• The soul or heart, as the seat of feeling or sentiments. Ir as prompting to action.
• Vigorous sense of membership in a group
• Apparition, phantom, shade
• Enthusiasm,, energy, zeal, attitude, mood, humor, essence, intention
• An angel or a demon
• The essential nature of a person or group.
• The intended meaning of communication ( through spirit)
• The emotion which makes someone act
• An alcoholic solution of volatile substance
• To unit
• To give forth insensibly, or gently as a fluid, or vapor, to emit in minute particles, to exhale as the earth exhales a damp vapor.
• To breathe into
• To infuse into, to affect, as with a superior or supernatural influence. To fill with what animates enliven or exalts. To communicate inspiration too. To inspire a child with sentiments and virtue.

Well it seems a spirit is an apparition, that animates life. And is used to create and communicate virtue, it is a divine, inspiring or animating being. It can be given forth either insensibly or gently as a fluid like blood, or as a vapor like air. To emit into minute particles, or to exhale as the earth exhales a damp vapor. The spirit can be evacuated or excreted, through pores of the skin as a fluid perspires.

Spirit is also another word for salt, that adds taste and spice to life. Spirit is also one the external opening communicating with the air tubes or trachea of insects, myriapods or arachnids. These openings are usually elliptical and can be closed.

A spirit can also be a tubular orifis, communicating with the gill cavity of certain fish.

A spirit is also considered a life or living substance considered independent of corporal existence. An intelligence, conceived of apart from any physical organization or embodiment, force or energy as distinct from matter.

It means also intent or real meaning. And finally spirit is a substance, where in thinking, knowing, doubting, and power of moving do subsist.

What does eath mean? What is it?
• earth is the solid matter of this planet
• a connection between an electrical device ( the ark of the god) and a large conducting body ( human beings)
• a wire that provides and electrical connection with the earth
• metaphoricaly used for “what is transitory”

Transitory means:
• not lasting, enduring, perminant, or eternal
• lasting only a short time, temporary
• an inemminent act of the mind, meaning remaining with in, indwelling, abiding, internal or subjective.
• Passing before the site or perception, moving over across a space or scene viewed. And then disappearing.
• Hasty momentary and imperfect.

So the earth, is imperfect it is an act of the mind, remaining within, abiding, internal or subjective. It is passing before the site or perception moving over across space, or a scene viewed, and then disappearing, it is hasty and momentary. And it establishes a connection between humans and god.

Does any of this sound or feel familiar?
Time sure does fly by?
Time goes by so fast?
This is taking forever?
I am already 70 years old, it feels like just yesterday I was 20?
What is the purpose of this life? It seems so temporary.
What is the truth?

Well, the truth is, that right now we are the light of this planet. We are supposed to be separating ourselves from the darkness that god created. We are supposed to be remembering who we are. We are supposed to drink of gods spirit, so we may live. We are living souls, living in a organism of darkness, evil, impermanence, vapors, shadows, lies and fear. An organism that seeks to devour all life on the planet an save some so that it can control the humans and enforce its “regimen of economy and government” so it can continue monitoring all things on this planet, and continue to feed itself with the blood of man. Animals and insect. This organism we live on called earth, is living and it has an agenda.

The government, the secret societies, the banks which regulate money.

The secret service which ,makes weapons of mass destruction…all these are part of this living organism we call earth. And all the beings that are immaterial seek to have ultimate power and control over life. Humans and reality.

Remember in order to understand the beginning you must know who you are, and what part you play in this drama called life, on the stage of this humgry, blood thirsty organism called heaven and earth.

Chapter 4 : Who are you, we, and us? Who is god?

The most important book in the bible is Genisis. In this book, it tells us all about the beginning and the end. It tells us who we are and who god is. It tells us about the problems we are facing right now in the year 2008.

In Genesis, chapter 1 :3 it says:

“ And god said, let there be light and there was light.”

This world, the heavens and the earth were created first inside gods thoughts and in his imagination through his dreams.

In order to understand this, we need to break down this line

“and god said, let there be light”

First let us define Light. What is light, and what do you think it looks like?
• Light is something that makes things hidden visible
• An illuminating agent or source such as the sun
• The aspect in which a thing appears or is regarded
• The state of being visible, exposed to view, or revealed to the public notice or knowledge.
• Mental insight understanding
• To be discovered or revealed.

Ok so when god said let there be light, not only was there a sun, but god desired for the things which are secret to be revealed, and regarded. To be viewed, by the public..human beings.

Now, what do you mean “god said” Rena. Well lets find the meaning of the spoken thought, or the word.

Word:

• An assurance or promise
• A command
• A sound or combination of sounds.
• The spoken sign of a conception or an idea. An articulate or vocal sound. Or a combination of vocal and articulate sounds.
• Word painting: the act of describing an object fully and vividly by words only. So as to present it clearly to the mind, as if in a picture.

Ok So god gave an assurance, a promise a sound and a combination of sounds, as a sign of his conception of the idea “let there be light and there was light.” What is important here is the word “sound” apparently, god visualized this light. And he uttered a command or a combination of vocal and articulate sound. The word “sound wave” comes to mind.

Lets see, what does a sound “look like” ? What IS sound? What does sound Feel like?

• Mechanical vibrations ,transmitted through an elastic medium. Traveling in air at the speed of 1087 ,331m per second
• The sensation produced by stimulation of the organs of hearing by vibrations. Transmitted through the air, or other medium.
• A musical tone
• To give the appearance of being
• To examine or investigate, seek to fathom or ascertain.
• Transmitted vibrations of any frequency
• A mental impression and implication
• To make known to celebrate
• To examine ( the organs ) by causing to emit sound.
• The particular auditory effect produced by a given cause.

So when god “said” let there be light he was Transmiting vibrations on some frequency, he was celebrating the fact that there was light, that he saw the light. He was giving light the appearance of being. He made a certain noise. He heard the word, the thought,. A sound is something that is, or can be heard. Therefore, he heard that there was light, that Light is.

Ok so light was already there, and god heard it. That’s very interesting. There was an impression created in gods mind. By this description of “light” God listened carefully to the description of this light. The sound travels through gasses, liquids, and elastic solids as variations pf pressure and density, The sound comes in consonants, words, or syllables.

It seems god was filled with sound and joy, that there was light, and he could see the light, that he just had to celebrate it by singing “let there Be Light!” the sounds echoed and reverberated as the earth resounded with his praise!

God spoke to measure the depth of Him.self. He sook to ascertain his depths by the means of a line and plummet. He saught through sound to ascertain his thoughts, motives and purposes that were with in him. He has set out to explore who he is. And that which is inside of him.

How beautiful a place, the place that god became. Filled with soft vibrations and musical notes, hearing and seeing secrets, within him. Yes he wanted to all to see, and be glad with him, to celebrate, love and life and sound, and word. He could communicate with his utter most parts now! And this is how he felt when he said “let there be light”

Now let us look into how sound could have possibly formed all that we are able to view around us today.

We will start by defining the word “vibration”
• A state of being vibrated, (have you ever been vibrated before?)
• A single complete vibrating motion
• A distinctive emotional aura (so with vibration comes emotion)
• The maximum displacement of a vibrating particle or body from its resting place.

So it seems god whole Body vibrated. And became displaced. What is a body? What does a body look like, feel like? Lets see.

Body:
• The physical structure, and material substance of an animal, or plant.
• A corpse a carcass
• The trunk or main mass of a thing.
• The physical structure of a human being or an animal not including. The head, limbs, and tail; trunk; torso.
• A figure having the three dimensions of length, breadth, and thickness a solid.
• The principle part of a speech or document minus the introduction and the conclusion. ( sounds like us ) ( humans are the body and god is the beginning and the end, and we are within him)
• The basic material of which a ceramic article is made.
• The entire material of an human.
• The part of a garment covering the torso.
• A human a person
• A group of individuals regarded as an entity, like a corporation ( human beings)
• A mass of matter that is distinct from other masses of matter.
• The property of holding together and retaining its shape.
• The main part of anything (the humans the main part of god?)
• A mass
• A group of persons acting as one ( God is one )
• That which gives off an appearance and hides the real character of anything, a semblance.
Ok so say humans are the body of god, and before god spoke we were resting, inside him. And we were in our certain place with in god, but by the sound we became displaced with in god. What is Displacement, what does it feel like? What does it look like?

Displacement:
• The displacing in space of one mass by another
• A psychological defense mechanism, in which there is an unconscious shift of emotions. Affect or desires from the original object, to a more acceptable or immediate, substitute.
• To move something from its natural environment( from with god in spirit, to spirit trapped in human body on earth)
• The substitution of another form of behavior, for what is usual or expected, especially when the usual response is non adaptive.

Right now, there are humans on earth. This means we are living souls, and we are currently in a state of war and chaos. Is this what displacement Looks and feels like?

God said “let “ there be light, I think this word “let” is very important, it describes “how” light came to be. Light was “let” to be.

Let:
• To allow or permit
• To grant the occupancy or use of ( god let man have dominion over all earth and every creeping thing) genesis 1: 26
• To admit of being rented or leased
• To cause to; make
• To release by exploding ( the big bang comes to mind)
• To involve a person without his or her knowledge, or permission
• To free from duty, or responsibility; excuse
• To share a secret with permit to participate in ( sounds like life today here in 2008)
• To insert into the surface of as a permanent addition ( a god created a living soul made of the dust of the earth)
• To release from or if as confinement ( free will )( life )
• To cause to come down gradually to pretend, to make known to reveal, to come to a close. To allow , let go leave.
• To actively cause something to happen. Used for giving orders or suggestions.
• To give the use of in return for payment. ( payment, like jesus on the cross payment?, Payment for our sins?)
• A retarding a hinderance, a delay, to abandone to leave.
• To concider to think to esteem
• To permit to allow to suffer.

So whenever God “lets” something happen, he knows of the consequence of this “letting go” He is actually letting go of things that actually Belong to him. When He let the light, he was letting go Of his light, knowing that he was abandoning his light, he was allowing his light to create, the things which which are, the things of god, and he knew he was leasing these things over to “his light” he was letting Jesus use his resources in return for payment.

He was allowing jesus to cause, things to happen. He was letting his son be a sacrifice for mankind, because god knew what was going to happen if he “let” the light come forth.

Jesus Knew in order for Us, me and you to have life, jesus too would have to accept the fact that we would seem to be abandoned, that we would forget, where we came from that we would be displaced in this material world of evil, and lies.

He knew when he let us “be” that he could loose “us” but he had a reason for letting this happen, he is the beginning and the end, and he has a plan where all things work out just as he has thought, and spoken, and let.

We are here to help that plan come into fruition and this is the plan as follows:

• that light be separated form the dark
• that we learn to love god and our neighbor as ourself
• that we, learn to listen for gods voice, like god listened when he had the desire to share all that he is with Us.
• That we become courageous and follow him in faith
• That we see the beauty in his creation, that we experience the joy of his song
• That we unify again, and come back to god, through jesus, who god let suffer and die on the cross for our sins.
• God knew the state of this world, before he sent humans here
• We are here to speak life into god people. And offer everlasting life, the things which are dead will be destroyed and gods people will be lifted up safe and sound, unto god.
• We will be made perfect and no longer have these gross material bodies
• We are here to trust god, so the light will be separated form the dark. And so humans will have dominion over all of gods life. The life is gods, made to share with us. We are merly shepards, of what is gods. And that is who we are.
• We are gods light, and we are hear to seek for the remnant of his body. Before the destruction of evil and darkness and death. Unto life eternal through jesus Christ.

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